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hey everyone welcome to the of hub live

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stream uh today's open lines where i

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hope to talk to some of you um i will

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last time i promise we'll go immediately

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into into telegram phone calls

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but there's just a few things i promise

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i won't go over too much

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some things i wanted to cover and show

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it to you and

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hopefully there's going to be someone

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joining the chat

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otherwise i can always uh just to answer

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some questions maybe from

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from chat itself

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whether you're on youtube or twitch and

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you know or talk to you directly

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and if there's nobody there then i'll

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cut it short and we'll move on to to

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another day but um

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um

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yeah i so just recently uh of case that

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you have not heard yet i updated my

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entire library and uploaded it on

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podcast now so

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from the very first interview when i

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first started ufo hub all the way up

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wednesday um there's basically the

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entire library uploaded online so it's

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on spotify amazon uh spreaker um apple

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podcasts uh google i heart and so they

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seem to be a lot

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more generous i guess when it comes to

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working with you and so i love it i wish

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i would have done it a lot sooner and

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i'm still very grateful and thankful to

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truth seeker because after we were done

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with with the interview with him um we

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kind of chatted after the show and he

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had brought it up to me about why don't

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i do podcasts and i thought there was

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going to be an extra you know this

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small extra rock on top of this huge

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mountain of rocks that i'm already

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carrying around and all the things that

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and he assured me that it wouldn't

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wouldn't you know be that much more

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difficult and i already have the content

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and i am so glad i i

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you know took his advice i guess all

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good things come in threes i had um

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george nori asked me why don't i do

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podcasts gave an excuse i have another

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friend asked me why don't i do podcasts

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i gave them an excuse and then when it

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came by the third time i was like let's

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pay attention to it and i'm glad i did

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welcome

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everyone else that's still in the chat

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right now so jim welcome

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uh rodzir welcome a lightning rod uh

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messex9 welcome oh nice finally somebody

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on twitch that's always cool i've been

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streaming on twitch too but uh usually

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renee welcome as well fabrizio

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sonia so i'm glad all of you are here

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yeah i would also recommend for some of

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there as well because um i don't know

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especially last wednesday i didn't think

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it was anything controvers controversial

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but i got a little you know not suitable

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for ad for advertisers uh email from

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youtube and so they demonetized um

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the that video and was like okay i guess

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they told i was talking about something

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that they didn't like but um at least if

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i can continue uh building up an

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audience on twitch and um hopefully i

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can do more on rumble as well that way i

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can then kind of shift over to to these

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different platforms and not always be

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under the the fist of youtube and so um

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okay let me uh let me shift some things

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around here so the first thing i wanted

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to to show you guys is it's a video that

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this was altered if this is um

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and if anything it looks cool but i'm

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sorry that i can't be that authority and

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that source for you to say this is real

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all i can do is show it to you and i

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hope you take a look and kind of use

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your own curiosity to to check it out

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that fab sent to me but he sent this

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video in relation to

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a mothership that he said he was shown

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long ago that's supposed to be orbiting

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the moon and the earth and he said it

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i'm not mistaken i don't want to put

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words in his mouth but it kind of um

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got got him

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he said that the hair in his back stood

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anyway just wanted to show to you i wish

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that i could cover more details but

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let me see what her name is

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avril haynes and director of the

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national intelligence apparently she

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oversees all 16 u.s spy agencies which

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include the fbi and cia

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and she just made this comment that

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again i wish these people would come out

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and just say what they know

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tell us the truth

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you know go beyond this all people can't

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handle it but we always have to just

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deal with these short cryptic message

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messages but at least it was something

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noteworthy where she basically had said

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um the main issues that congress and

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others have been

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concerned about a safety of flight

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concerns and counter-intelligent issues

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there something else

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that we simply do not understand which

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asteroids is she actually referring to

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aliens or extraterrestrials or because

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this world out of this terror this this

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what what she you know would have would

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oh and also i did not have a guest today

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over i tried uh to get a guest

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and join me today but as i uh did a

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uh we were i was telling him that i

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sasquatch related subjects three ufo um

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shorter and shorter so i said all right

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i'll just do an open open lines um next

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friday i'm going to have penny kelly on

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again so she's going to give some more

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updates we're gonna talk some more and

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then of course open for uh question and

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answers so if you have any questions for

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her i hope you can join and have him

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wednesday is going to be another open

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line where hopefully some of you can

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chime in and call in

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but um yeah i'm not gonna if if there's

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not much interest or you know if if

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there's no one else calling in because

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little bit and um after a while i'll

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just basically finish up for tonight but

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if there's some interest i hope you you

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do join you can download telegram on

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your phone or the computer the all the

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telegram group and you'll see a live

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and so come time when i open it up you

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can directly connect with me and share

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just relax and have something more

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i guess we can just keep on doing this

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some people obviously can't join us here

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in arkansas where i live because either

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country and maybe this might be the best

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suitable path for now

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okay so let's see who we

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we have in chat also if if you are in

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chat if you have if you could please put

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three asterixes before your question

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they'll help me pop out at me a lot

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easier so i know you're actually asking

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a question and not just chatting in the

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in the chat room so i'd appreciate that

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all right youtube chat who do we have

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okay hello everyone

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i'll team ltms69

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sorry i don't know how to pronounce it

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that's a very loaded question sex so

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what do you think aliens are um how

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in the playlist

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on the ufo hub youtube channel

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and also on any of the podcasts

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simply on the channels under the

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playlist called talks

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search for uh or just there's just a few

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that i've given there's one called the

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five stages of contact and that would

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give you a very good idea

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what i've been through and what

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what my thoughts are on what's going on

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and so instead of me kind of butchering

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it and not doing it justice right now i

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would really recommend for you to check

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it out there's also

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a different variant of what i've been

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through and

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expounded more on followed up

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followed up by the spiritual aspects of

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god aliens and everything else so

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there's at least three different talks

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uh lightning rod said all those stars

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out there are yours not sure what you

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renee extraterrestrial aliens yep

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okay i'm sorry i don't um i have to be i

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guess a little bit more um cautious now

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too if i'm silent and people are

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watching all of me listening on podcasts

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they're just like what's going on uh

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it's one thing if you guys see me what

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i'm doing i'm searching the list and

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going

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peggy's asking um have you seen the

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aliens

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uh depends on how you ask a question

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i've seen the ship's physically

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on few occasions the alien's out of body

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and in that talk the five stages of

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contact i explain why physical contact

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is

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it's a lot harder than what people think

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uh what i could just expound on a little

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bit and this is something that i was

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yesterday on through seekers podcast and

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we were just kind of ended up more

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talking about the technical aspects and

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passions of podcasting doing alien ufo

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type shows and things like that but

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there was um

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there was a question i guess that that

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came up or a few few times that maybe i

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can you know try to answer here too

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because there's what initially puzzled

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me is that when i wanted to have uh

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physical contact because that's what all

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of us want we want that physical hey how

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are you shake your hand you know nice to

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meet you type and you know situation

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it what was very interesting is that how

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how much mental work

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and how much your psyche is involved

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with making physical contact because it

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has a their vibration their energy that

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dimension that they're from has a actual

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physical effect on you and so the closer

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they come to you the more and more in

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part my french it [\h__\h] with your head

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and so um they're very cautious on how

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they approach it and how they

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communicate so it's a lot easier to

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dreams and uh certain meditative states

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for them to initiate contact and kind of

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work with you there and then kind of

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lead up to it

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and as far as i'm concerned and what i

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kind of know physical contact is

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actually very rare that most of us that

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have made contact is on these

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alternative or alternate dimensions to

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where

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it's either out of body or your body has

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been physically shifted to their reality

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and adjusted to their reality in order

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to have this conversation because

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in the world that we live in it's it's

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all basically has these barriers that

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are kind of measured by our senses so

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you can

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really only interact with things that

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you can perceive um things you can see

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touch and hear and so those have been

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obviously the controlling senses of our

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lives so when it when it's time to start

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interacting on these different levels

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with these different beings it's um

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actually quite different it's a lot more

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of an intuitive experience but

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at the same time they do have a physical

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effect a lot of the times it almost

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starts out like a small electrical buzz

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i don't know if some of you had that

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experience with

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i know do work in

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electric and cutting corners and

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sometimes not switching off the breaker

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that would be just like a little little

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buzz you can feel if you touch the wire

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by accident or otherwise and so

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depends on how high the voltage is

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initially you can kind of

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you know take that that

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that change that charge but then the

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longer you hold on to it it kind of

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makes you know tightens up all your

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muscles and you kind of that energy

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really you know

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blocks you up and that's obviously a

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physical effect where all your muscles

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cramp up and everything else but it's

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very

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itself too and so that's why it's always

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so challenging and difficult to talk to

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people about well did you make contact

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did you not make contact well in the

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five stages of content i explained about

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the physical experiences that had

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happened and i explained also about what

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i've been trying to do throughout all

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those years and so

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what recently puzzled me was i was

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trying to

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figure out well okay there's all these

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government people that how in the world

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are they making contact it's not about a

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competition it's not about you know

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well i'm a good person and these evil

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government people are not so how come

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they have contact with aliens and i

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can't have it physically it wasn't like

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that at all it was more of a trying to

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figure out like what did they how did

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they overcome this this barrier that i

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was constantly facing and so i it took

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me a while to realize that

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different beings depending on which ones

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you're con you know uh contacting their

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their vibrations are different and in my

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case they were always very high in

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vibration so it was very difficult for

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me to have the contact that i want to

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have

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it was only later that i also learned

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there's especially the hybrids that's

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why a lot of times there were

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not a lot of times what i believe what i

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was told

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and you can also find this to the

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channel bashar there's talking about

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that they're adjusting them

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energetically to where

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they can be also kind of like the first

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contact for us so that even though we

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might not be able to initially make

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contact with these high vibrational

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beings the hybrids would be a lot closer

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to us to what we don't have to overcome

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as much

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and what i'm talking about is it really

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is like um

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a feeling like you're going crazy

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because the closer in proximity physical

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proximity they are to you

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you kind of start getting into this um

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like paranoia um

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and into this uh fight-or-flight mode

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because you start noticing a change

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okay sorry i was getting some uh beeps

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in my ear and it just seems like that

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telegram was cutting out there for a

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maybe it will work now

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one quick second i'm sorry let me let me

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check this

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all right sorry i wish i had a producer

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they can actually tell me if something

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goes goes wrong otherwise i wouldn't

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know it could be on silence and i

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wouldn't i wouldn't know what's going on

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anyway so

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where was i at oh phys physical

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proximity the closer they come to you it

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you start going into this freakout mode

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because

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there's this um

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your spine almost kind of gets activated

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and and it's not that

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there's you know now knowing that

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there's really nothing to fear but when

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this happens unknowingly to you you

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wonder like what in the world is going

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on why can't i move why can't i do what

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i need to do and

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not only then it comes with this

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expansion of your mind to where you

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start remembering things in a very

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slight way

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because their vibrations are so high

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that in this universal way and the way

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things work their their the

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consciousness is kind of um

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almost like forced to come up

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to where they are they don't ever really

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go down on out to our level so

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i guess bashar austin was describing

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this in these different gears to where

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when you have these um you know high

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spinning gear and a very low spinning

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gear you can't just jam both of those

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gears you know together it's just

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it'll just explode you know and repel

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from each other so it's basically you

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have to get these slower gear

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wound up at the right speed in order

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then for that connection to be made and

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so that's what happens to to to us um

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psychologically to where we're not ready

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to understand who we are uh why we are

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here uh to start remembering certain

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things about previous lives other lives

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who have had all these things that that

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would just it messes with you so a lot

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of the contact that has happened happens

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basically

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either you are already asleep and then

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the vibration of your body can be raised

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and moved into the other dimension and

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then basically wake you up where you

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retain your ego or your consciousness so

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whoever you are sam josh susie whatever

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you can maintain that and only have

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those memories that you are interacting

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with these beings now it's still

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startling but you can

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still kind of keep your [\h__\h] together

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whereas in uh on our dimension it just

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it kind of blows your head apart um not

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physically but like it makes you feel

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like you're going crazy and so or it's a

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lot easier for example uh to be already

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in a dream state or meditative state to

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have um

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get to the level to understand that

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outer body experiences are possible and

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so the sole purpose of the sole version

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of you that you are um is already this

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high vibration that doesn't require much

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to overcome at all so that interaction

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with these different beings is very much

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possible immediately and so

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um that's why a lot of times you know

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people would just say well was that then

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a real contact or was i just dreaming

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this well

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if you remember it you will remember it

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in very specific way and you would 100

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know that this was not a dream you know

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and but only one once you go through it

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yourself does it become clear to you and

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you'll understand understand that like

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no this has

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definitely happened i definitely need to

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you know um you know pay attention to

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this

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for example one

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one particular

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example um i don't know if i've shared

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it in the five stages of contact i know

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i definitely during the uh spiritual

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aspects of 9 11 talk that i have on the

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playlist i think i've shared it there

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where um i basically after a meditation

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using the 15 15 symbols that were given

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by bashar

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i just got this flash of

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this purple flash of light

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and just i just um

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felt like i needed to go to sleep i

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wanted to go to sleep and so i just got

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up and laid down and when i did and

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closed my eyes i immediately found

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myself in a different spot it was very

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effortless it didn't take much work at

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all all i had to do is just close my

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eyes here open my eyes at the other

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location well long story short there was

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i basically interacted with

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five what i consider or know now to be

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five tall white greys

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and uh so

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what was uh to cut to the story real

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quick what was interesting once that

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00:23:09,669 --> 00:23:07,440
experience was done and over with i was

559
00:23:11,270 --> 00:23:09,679
kind of also then you know wanting to

560
00:23:12,950 --> 00:23:11,280
doubt i mean there was nothing i could

561
00:23:13,909 --> 00:23:12,960
doubt but that was part of me it's like

562
00:23:15,909 --> 00:23:13,919
just

563
00:23:17,590 --> 00:23:15,919
can i possibly forget this you know

564
00:23:19,590 --> 00:23:17,600
because it's so

565
00:23:20,470 --> 00:23:19,600
weird that it happened and the way it

566
00:23:21,430 --> 00:23:20,480
happened

567
00:23:23,750 --> 00:23:21,440
and so

568
00:23:26,789 --> 00:23:23,760
um synchronistically

569
00:23:29,029 --> 00:23:26,799
the day after that i was going to a

570
00:23:31,750 --> 00:23:29,039
meeting it was a um

571
00:23:33,990 --> 00:23:31,760
ufo meeting and i saw a lot of my

572
00:23:35,190 --> 00:23:34,000
friends there that showed up and one of

573
00:23:36,630 --> 00:23:35,200
my friends

574
00:23:37,750 --> 00:23:36,640
you know came up to me said hey i have a

575
00:23:39,590 --> 00:23:37,760
gift for you

576
00:23:41,110 --> 00:23:39,600
you know i was like a gift for me you

577
00:23:43,510 --> 00:23:41,120
never give me a gift you know she kind

578
00:23:46,149 --> 00:23:43,520
of hands me this little you know square

579
00:23:48,310 --> 00:23:46,159
with the gift wrap paper and and all of

580
00:23:50,630 --> 00:23:48,320
that i was like okay well thanks and she

581
00:23:53,190 --> 00:23:50,640
said go go ahead look at it so i take

582
00:23:53,990 --> 00:23:53,200
the the paper apart and i'm

583
00:23:56,870 --> 00:23:54,000
um

584
00:23:59,029 --> 00:23:56,880
take it off and it's basically a picture

585
00:24:01,430 --> 00:23:59,039
of an alien ship landing in the woods

586
00:24:04,710 --> 00:24:01,440
with five aliens standing in front of it

587
00:24:06,230 --> 00:24:04,720
and i just went like wow you know and so

588
00:24:08,230 --> 00:24:06,240
those are the kind of experiences that

589
00:24:10,549 --> 00:24:08,240
happen all the time it's like a

590
00:24:13,029 --> 00:24:10,559
confirmation it's like no you were not

591
00:24:15,269 --> 00:24:13,039
dreaming this this did occur you know

592
00:24:18,390 --> 00:24:15,279
but it everything happens in the way it

593
00:24:20,549 --> 00:24:18,400
happens because it's basically has its

594
00:24:23,990 --> 00:24:20,559
purpose for you to kind of chew on it

595
00:24:26,070 --> 00:24:24,000
think about it play with it uh you know

596
00:24:27,430 --> 00:24:26,080
in your mentally some more you know so

597
00:24:29,510 --> 00:24:27,440
that you can

598
00:24:31,510 --> 00:24:29,520
get used to that idea and so that you're

599
00:24:33,190 --> 00:24:31,520
not constantly freaking out every time

600
00:24:35,590 --> 00:24:33,200
they come around for you to go through

601
00:24:37,909 --> 00:24:35,600
this freakout mode and taking all this

602
00:24:39,269 --> 00:24:37,919
time to kind of calm down in order to to

603
00:24:41,510 --> 00:24:39,279
interact with you

604
00:24:43,190 --> 00:24:41,520
so anyway i think i went into way more

605
00:24:45,190 --> 00:24:43,200
detail than i wanted to but i hope this

606
00:24:47,029 --> 00:24:45,200
kind of makes sense or explains a little

607
00:24:49,350 --> 00:24:47,039
bit about

608
00:24:56,870 --> 00:24:49,360
to give you the answer to question

609
00:25:13,510 --> 00:25:00,630
okay let's see i kind of lost my

610
00:25:16,390 --> 00:25:14,470
um

611
00:25:18,470 --> 00:25:16,400
if you guys are asking wanted to ask you

612
00:25:20,070 --> 00:25:18,480
a question or directly talk to me please

613
00:25:22,310 --> 00:25:20,080
make sure you include the three

614
00:25:24,390 --> 00:25:22,320
asterisks before the question it really

615
00:25:26,630 --> 00:25:24,400
helps me otherwise i'm not sure if you

616
00:25:28,470 --> 00:25:26,640
it just saves more time on me trying to

617
00:25:43,110 --> 00:25:28,480
figure out if this is for me or somebody

618
00:25:46,870 --> 00:25:46,070
labeled 369 first of all welcome and

619
00:25:48,950 --> 00:25:46,880
then

620
00:25:51,830 --> 00:25:48,960
she says it seems everything and

621
00:25:54,310 --> 00:25:51,840
anything is possible um maybe we make it

622
00:25:55,750 --> 00:25:54,320
possible as we communicate about it

623
00:25:57,669 --> 00:25:55,760
uh

624
00:26:00,789 --> 00:25:57,679
well yes i mean anything that that kind

625
00:26:01,510 --> 00:26:00,799
of gets you in that state of mind to

626
00:26:04,710 --> 00:26:01,520
it

627
00:26:06,390 --> 00:26:04,720
you

628
00:26:07,590 --> 00:26:06,400
vibrate and

629
00:26:15,590 --> 00:26:07,600
into

630
00:26:18,230 --> 00:26:16,549
okay

631
00:26:20,070 --> 00:26:18,240
um

632
00:26:22,070 --> 00:26:20,080
all right no other questions directly

633
00:26:23,830 --> 00:26:22,080
from me so i'm glad you guys are

634
00:26:25,590 --> 00:26:23,840
chatting gonna you guys can make me feel

635
00:26:26,789 --> 00:26:25,600
bad if i have to

636
00:26:28,950 --> 00:26:26,799
end this

637
00:26:34,710 --> 00:26:28,960
sooner because it looks like you guys

638
00:26:40,230 --> 00:26:37,269
so peggy says so uh what are you doing

639
00:26:42,470 --> 00:26:40,240
to get to this place is it yoga or what

640
00:26:44,149 --> 00:26:42,480
when now knowing what i know now i mean

641
00:26:46,870 --> 00:26:44,159
honestly it could be it could be

642
00:26:48,950 --> 00:26:46,880
anything because at the end of the day

643
00:26:50,390 --> 00:26:48,960
is the is the intention

644
00:26:52,310 --> 00:26:50,400
and the

645
00:26:54,710 --> 00:26:52,320
sincerity of that intention because a

646
00:26:57,269 --> 00:26:54,720
lot of us who always say i want this but

647
00:26:59,190 --> 00:26:57,279
secretly we don't really but we make

648
00:27:02,950 --> 00:26:59,200
ourselves feel better that we said i

649
00:27:05,430 --> 00:27:02,960
want to you know i tried you know and

650
00:27:08,549 --> 00:27:05,440
only when you truly done with your own

651
00:27:10,390 --> 00:27:08,559
like internal bs and you say okay i'm

652
00:27:12,710 --> 00:27:10,400
i'm ready so for example these

653
00:27:14,630 --> 00:27:12,720
experiences for me this was a period of

654
00:27:16,870 --> 00:27:14,640
five years where i just basically lived

655
00:27:17,909 --> 00:27:16,880
in the woods by myself

656
00:27:19,750 --> 00:27:17,919
and

657
00:27:21,990 --> 00:27:19,760
went to work every day but then i would

658
00:27:22,950 --> 00:27:22,000
come home to nobody to just

659
00:27:24,870 --> 00:27:22,960
um

660
00:27:26,870 --> 00:27:24,880
explore at whatever time of whatever

661
00:27:28,789 --> 00:27:26,880
date i wanted to whatever it may be

662
00:27:30,789 --> 00:27:28,799
whether it's meditation

663
00:27:33,830 --> 00:27:30,799
psychedelics

664
00:27:36,149 --> 00:27:33,840
you know binaural beats

665
00:27:39,029 --> 00:27:36,159
not necessarily yoga in my case but i

666
00:27:40,630 --> 00:27:39,039
would just kind of intuitively

667
00:27:42,230 --> 00:27:40,640
do things like

668
00:27:44,230 --> 00:27:42,240
if i had a lot of anger a lot of

669
00:27:47,029 --> 00:27:44,240
frustration

670
00:27:49,590 --> 00:27:47,039
i just it helped me if i just kind of

671
00:27:51,669 --> 00:27:49,600
moving my hands in this kind of uh

672
00:27:54,389 --> 00:27:51,679
gathering form formation like i'm

673
00:27:56,870 --> 00:27:54,399
imagining this huge darker cloud of all

674
00:27:58,630 --> 00:27:56,880
my negativity and whatever made me mad

675
00:28:00,789 --> 00:27:58,640
for that day or the week and i would

676
00:28:02,870 --> 00:28:00,799
just kind of ball it all together and

677
00:28:05,269 --> 00:28:02,880
just kind of do this street fighter how

678
00:28:07,110 --> 00:28:05,279
you can kicking it out you know to just

679
00:28:08,710 --> 00:28:07,120
to get myself in this peaceful state i

680
00:28:11,269 --> 00:28:08,720
mean really whatever

681
00:28:14,230 --> 00:28:11,279
whatever is more soothing to you i mean

682
00:28:16,470 --> 00:28:14,240
painting can can you know can uh some

683
00:28:19,029 --> 00:28:16,480
doing something you love um everything

684
00:28:21,909 --> 00:28:19,039
you can be in that meditative state and

685
00:28:24,789 --> 00:28:21,919
then from that state just your your

686
00:28:25,590 --> 00:28:24,799
inner guidance your inner uh will to

687
00:28:28,230 --> 00:28:25,600
just

688
00:28:29,669 --> 00:28:28,240
so for example to get to to give you to

689
00:28:31,350 --> 00:28:29,679
give you another example like while i'm

690
00:28:33,590 --> 00:28:31,360
driving sometimes

691
00:28:34,789 --> 00:28:33,600
i would um

692
00:28:37,350 --> 00:28:34,799
i would kind of

693
00:28:39,909 --> 00:28:37,360
uh not not necessarily play a game but

694
00:28:42,230 --> 00:28:39,919
to do something fun so i would

695
00:28:45,350 --> 00:28:42,240
have to have this 50 minutes

696
00:28:46,230 --> 00:28:45,360
drive and so what i would basically do

697
00:28:48,710 --> 00:28:46,240
is

698
00:28:51,110 --> 00:28:48,720
um i would just let's say i would leave

699
00:28:53,350 --> 00:28:51,120
work and i'm starting to drive and it's

700
00:28:55,190 --> 00:28:53,360
long highway drives and i would just

701
00:28:56,870 --> 00:28:55,200
imagine

702
00:28:58,549 --> 00:28:56,880
okay well i've been dealing with your

703
00:29:01,110 --> 00:28:58,559
force in a while and this is before i

704
00:29:03,110 --> 00:29:01,120
even started anything ufo related and i

705
00:29:04,149 --> 00:29:03,120
would um kind of say okay what if

706
00:29:06,230 --> 00:29:04,159
somebody

707
00:29:08,549 --> 00:29:06,240
came up to me how can i explain to them

708
00:29:09,990 --> 00:29:08,559
all that i know about ufos right so i

709
00:29:12,310 --> 00:29:10,000
would imagine myself having a

710
00:29:15,029 --> 00:29:12,320
conversation with them or me starting

711
00:29:17,029 --> 00:29:15,039
out okay this is what's up right and so

712
00:29:19,110 --> 00:29:17,039
as i start talking and i would just kind

713
00:29:20,149 --> 00:29:19,120
of have this internal dialogue it starts

714
00:29:22,789 --> 00:29:20,159
out very

715
00:29:25,430 --> 00:29:22,799
egotistically but the more pure and

716
00:29:28,230 --> 00:29:25,440
honest you are to really convey as

717
00:29:30,470 --> 00:29:28,240
accurate information as you possibly can

718
00:29:32,870 --> 00:29:30,480
stuff and things come up to you and

719
00:29:35,110 --> 00:29:32,880
feelings come up and certain concepts

720
00:29:37,590 --> 00:29:35,120
where you just were you're not exactly

721
00:29:39,669 --> 00:29:37,600
sure it's like did i just make up this

722
00:29:41,830 --> 00:29:39,679
concept or what happened where did this

723
00:29:43,830 --> 00:29:41,840
come from and so what i would often do

724
00:29:46,070 --> 00:29:43,840
is then i would let them play out and

725
00:29:48,149 --> 00:29:46,080
you just keep that dialogue going and

726
00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:48,159
the next thing you know you understand

727
00:29:52,870 --> 00:29:50,320
certain things and have actually come

728
00:29:55,269 --> 00:29:52,880
from it more than what you initially

729
00:29:57,269 --> 00:29:55,279
understood and only later

730
00:29:59,269 --> 00:29:57,279
in my case then i would then have a

731
00:30:01,029 --> 00:29:59,279
confirmation that this isn't happening

732
00:30:03,110 --> 00:30:01,039
because other people would have the

733
00:30:04,870 --> 00:30:03,120
experiences that they would share or it

734
00:30:07,430 --> 00:30:04,880
would be in a book somewhere or over

735
00:30:10,230 --> 00:30:07,440
here somebody talking about it so that's

736
00:30:12,230 --> 00:30:10,240
also a way um that you can

737
00:30:14,710 --> 00:30:12,240
get in touch with

738
00:30:17,190 --> 00:30:14,720
more than what what you initially know

739
00:30:19,510 --> 00:30:17,200
and so you can do meditation you can do

740
00:30:22,950 --> 00:30:19,520
yoga you know as long as you are truly

741
00:30:23,750 --> 00:30:22,960
like i said it's that intention of um

742
00:30:25,590 --> 00:30:23,760
of

743
00:30:26,710 --> 00:30:25,600
how you want to you know go about it

744
00:30:28,389 --> 00:30:26,720
because there's a lot of people that

745
00:30:30,149 --> 00:30:28,399
just want to be like i want to be the

746
00:30:31,909 --> 00:30:30,159
one to tell everybody the truth i want

747
00:30:34,310 --> 00:30:31,919
to be the one to have this you know

748
00:30:35,590 --> 00:30:34,320
these answers and so i want to tell them

749
00:30:39,190 --> 00:30:35,600
and i'm going to get to the bottom of

750
00:30:43,750 --> 00:30:41,190
that's a very egotistical way and it's

751
00:30:45,669 --> 00:30:43,760
not that it's not possible getting the

752
00:30:47,269 --> 00:30:45,679
answers in that way but

753
00:30:49,029 --> 00:30:47,279
you're not meshing

754
00:30:50,950 --> 00:30:49,039
with someone who has this

755
00:30:54,470 --> 00:30:50,960
vibration of truth and then you have

756
00:30:56,870 --> 00:30:54,480
this ego all about me me me me it just

757
00:30:59,750 --> 00:30:56,880
won't match and so that's why i'm saying

758
00:31:02,310 --> 00:30:59,760
it's the your intention and the purity

759
00:31:04,950 --> 00:31:02,320
and honesty of how serious are you with

760
00:31:06,470 --> 00:31:04,960
this so for example like my experiences

761
00:31:09,190 --> 00:31:06,480
and all that i approached during the

762
00:31:11,830 --> 00:31:09,200
five years were truly just about me i

763
00:31:13,669 --> 00:31:11,840
didn't go out in public to say hey guys

764
00:31:15,509 --> 00:31:13,679
i'm gonna do something crazy let's see

765
00:31:17,430 --> 00:31:15,519
if we can contact aliens i was in the

766
00:31:19,750 --> 00:31:17,440
woods by myself

767
00:31:22,149 --> 00:31:19,760
wondering what in the world is this why

768
00:31:23,990 --> 00:31:22,159
am i here what is out there you know it

769
00:31:25,909 --> 00:31:24,000
wasn't there was nobody else around me

770
00:31:28,470 --> 00:31:25,919
that i needed to convince it was a inner

771
00:31:32,710 --> 00:31:28,480
guidance inner inner

772
00:31:34,470 --> 00:31:32,720
will to for for that truth and to search

773
00:31:36,149 --> 00:31:34,480
so i hope that kind of gives gives you

774
00:31:38,310 --> 00:31:36,159
an answer

775
00:31:40,789 --> 00:31:38,320
what you can do which is pretty much

776
00:31:42,789 --> 00:31:40,799
quite a lot it's just about your initial

777
00:31:48,870 --> 00:31:42,799
intention and how serious you are about

778
00:31:56,070 --> 00:31:51,110
uh labels369

779
00:31:59,430 --> 00:31:57,990
okay let me see if i messed up my mic

780
00:32:00,549 --> 00:31:59,440
now

781
00:32:02,789 --> 00:32:00,559
yes i did

782
00:32:03,669 --> 00:32:02,799
i've i've

783
00:32:10,789 --> 00:32:03,679
had

784
00:32:12,789 --> 00:32:10,799
a practitioner that was directly

785
00:32:15,029 --> 00:32:12,799
taught by dolores

786
00:32:21,190 --> 00:32:15,039
and somebody who i trusted that would do

787
00:32:25,430 --> 00:32:23,190
without get without getting too long

788
00:32:27,029 --> 00:32:25,440
with details after doors is death some

789
00:32:29,509 --> 00:32:27,039
things occurred that i'm pretty sure

790
00:32:32,070 --> 00:32:29,519
dolores will not agree so

791
00:32:34,789 --> 00:32:32,080
let's just leave it at that so i long

792
00:32:38,230 --> 00:32:34,799
story short i was very fortunate able to

793
00:32:40,070 --> 00:32:38,240
do with a session with original dollar

794
00:32:43,990 --> 00:32:40,080
spectation unfortunately at this point

795
00:32:49,190 --> 00:32:44,000
she had already died i think

796
00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:52,630
and so um

797
00:32:56,870 --> 00:32:54,710
basically she was already dead for over

798
00:32:58,149 --> 00:32:56,880
a year and i was not able to do a

799
00:33:00,549 --> 00:32:58,159
session with her

800
00:33:02,710 --> 00:33:00,559
but um

801
00:33:04,549 --> 00:33:02,720
i would have loved to have a session you

802
00:33:08,830 --> 00:33:04,559
know and just to kind of talk to her

803
00:33:11,830 --> 00:33:10,549
okay

804
00:33:13,430 --> 00:33:11,840
um

805
00:33:15,110 --> 00:33:13,440
but yeah it was it was very interesting

806
00:33:17,269 --> 00:33:15,120
maybe some other time i could go into

807
00:33:19,190 --> 00:33:17,279
the qhht session

808
00:33:21,509 --> 00:33:19,200
because that

809
00:33:23,590 --> 00:33:21,519
that very much felt

810
00:33:25,590 --> 00:33:23,600
felt like some of the experiences that i

811
00:33:27,350 --> 00:33:25,600
already had

812
00:33:30,549 --> 00:33:27,360
that i had on my own

813
00:33:31,990 --> 00:33:30,559
that basically got me to

814
00:33:33,509 --> 00:33:32,000
um

815
00:33:35,830 --> 00:33:33,519
kind of gave me a confirmation that i

816
00:33:46,310 --> 00:33:35,840
was already on the on the on the right

817
00:33:51,830 --> 00:33:48,549
okay viking b said i've recently joined

818
00:33:53,590 --> 00:33:51,840
you your group so have you ever had an

819
00:33:55,750 --> 00:33:53,600
healing contact or an awakening

820
00:33:57,830 --> 00:33:55,760
experience if so

821
00:33:58,950 --> 00:33:57,840
would you mind telling or retelling how

822
00:34:00,870 --> 00:33:58,960
this happened

823
00:34:03,750 --> 00:34:00,880
i've

824
00:34:05,350 --> 00:34:03,760
heard you briefly mention well um i

825
00:34:08,629 --> 00:34:05,360
don't know if you heard that part but i

826
00:34:09,750 --> 00:34:08,639
hope that you can

827
00:34:10,869 --> 00:34:09,760
basically

828
00:34:12,790 --> 00:34:10,879
revisit

829
00:34:17,109 --> 00:34:12,800
the

830
00:34:20,389 --> 00:34:19,510
okay well give me one quick second

831
00:34:24,470 --> 00:34:20,399
everyone

832
00:34:26,790 --> 00:34:24,480
on telegram and on on youtube uh please

833
00:34:28,550 --> 00:34:26,800
bear with me i will be i will be right

834
00:34:29,510 --> 00:34:28,560
back i just have to attend to something

835
00:34:31,190 --> 00:34:29,520
so

836
00:35:18,870 --> 00:34:31,200
please do not sign off i'll be right

837
00:35:24,470 --> 00:35:21,829
okay uh sorry about that i actually uh

838
00:35:28,230 --> 00:35:24,480
what had happened is my son had called

839
00:35:30,150 --> 00:35:28,240
and i never ever my older son never ever

840
00:35:31,990 --> 00:35:30,160
get a call phone call from him during

841
00:35:33,910 --> 00:35:32,000
this time and so i thought it was more

842
00:35:34,630 --> 00:35:33,920
of some kind of emergency that he needed

843
00:35:38,710 --> 00:35:34,640
to

844
00:35:41,190 --> 00:35:38,720
thank god it's nothing serious he just

845
00:35:43,750 --> 00:35:41,200
forgot and he was wanting to ask for

846
00:35:45,670 --> 00:35:43,760
some money so anyway we're all good i'm

847
00:35:48,390 --> 00:35:45,680
glad it wasn't wasn't anything more

848
00:35:50,150 --> 00:35:48,400
serious than that so yeah pikmin b i

849
00:35:52,310 --> 00:35:50,160
hope you you

850
00:35:56,150 --> 00:35:52,320
understood what i meant to say

851
00:35:58,470 --> 00:35:56,160
it's a lot there's a lifelong

852
00:36:01,510 --> 00:35:58,480
story of experiences so i i really hope

853
00:36:04,310 --> 00:36:01,520
you can uh revisit the playlist that's

854
00:36:06,470 --> 00:36:04,320
on the ufo hub youtube channel and a

855
00:36:09,270 --> 00:36:06,480
playlist called talks and you'll find

856
00:36:10,710 --> 00:36:09,280
different talks that i've given and uh

857
00:36:20,150 --> 00:36:10,720
they would definitely answer your

858
00:36:24,150 --> 00:36:22,150
oh yeah and also by the way

859
00:36:25,670 --> 00:36:24,160
i'm saying this sarcastically so and i'm

860
00:36:27,349 --> 00:36:25,680
not i might

861
00:36:28,710 --> 00:36:27,359
some people might understand it but some

862
00:36:30,710 --> 00:36:28,720
people might get pissed off about it

863
00:36:33,750 --> 00:36:30,720
depends on where you stand on this issue

864
00:36:36,069 --> 00:36:33,760
but i've recently gotten a cold yeah

865
00:36:38,710 --> 00:36:36,079
believe it or not so it is possible to

866
00:36:40,550 --> 00:36:38,720
get a cold nowadays it's not all that

867
00:36:41,910 --> 00:36:40,560
one thing that everyone keeps constantly

868
00:36:44,470 --> 00:36:41,920
talk about

869
00:36:55,430 --> 00:36:44,480
so i was very surprised i'm sorry if i

870
00:36:59,670 --> 00:36:57,829
labos 369 you rock and well thank you i

871
00:37:02,950 --> 00:36:59,680
appreciate that

872
00:37:05,589 --> 00:37:02,960
uh sonia a great place great people

873
00:37:07,589 --> 00:37:05,599
uh jim what are your opinions on the

874
00:37:10,630 --> 00:37:07,599
possible links between

875
00:37:13,109 --> 00:37:10,640
et and and bigfoot well

876
00:37:15,910 --> 00:37:13,119
knowing it's i don't have a specific

877
00:37:17,910 --> 00:37:15,920
experience with that but when some of

878
00:37:20,310 --> 00:37:17,920
the experiences that i basically when i

879
00:37:22,150 --> 00:37:20,320
had of this i guess where your mind just

880
00:37:23,910 --> 00:37:22,160
expands and connects with everything and

881
00:37:26,710 --> 00:37:23,920
you understand

882
00:37:28,710 --> 00:37:26,720
for this brief moment of why you hear

883
00:37:31,190 --> 00:37:28,720
what is going on

884
00:37:33,750 --> 00:37:31,200
you see that literally everything is

885
00:37:36,069 --> 00:37:33,760
linked everything is literally one

886
00:37:37,990 --> 00:37:36,079
energy expressing itself in different

887
00:37:39,190 --> 00:37:38,000
ways and so

888
00:37:39,910 --> 00:37:39,200
um

889
00:37:41,750 --> 00:37:39,920
it's

890
00:37:44,310 --> 00:37:41,760
when it comes to these you know let's

891
00:37:46,550 --> 00:37:44,320
say aliens and and bigfoot it's nothing

892
00:37:49,030 --> 00:37:46,560
more than consciousness

893
00:37:51,750 --> 00:37:49,040
expressing itself in all it can be and

894
00:37:54,870 --> 00:37:51,760
in this case it is the extra thresholds

895
00:37:57,349 --> 00:37:54,880
and it also is bigfoot and so each one

896
00:37:59,750 --> 00:37:57,359
has their own individual abilities and

897
00:38:00,630 --> 00:37:59,760
evolutions and things like that because

898
00:38:02,870 --> 00:38:00,640
um

899
00:38:05,510 --> 00:38:02,880
during some of my experiences were there

900
00:38:08,950 --> 00:38:05,520
was very became very obvious is that

901
00:38:11,349 --> 00:38:08,960
um you are the god you're looking for

902
00:38:13,190 --> 00:38:11,359
and we have forgotten that over long

903
00:38:15,190 --> 00:38:13,200
periods of time we've kind of started

904
00:38:17,109 --> 00:38:15,200
playing this game and we've played it

905
00:38:20,550 --> 00:38:17,119
for a very long time and played it well

906
00:38:23,510 --> 00:38:20,560
but we had forgotten who we are where we

907
00:38:25,030 --> 00:38:23,520
came from which really is from here and

908
00:38:28,069 --> 00:38:25,040
now and

909
00:38:30,069 --> 00:38:28,079
um it's basically is this whole process

910
00:38:32,069 --> 00:38:30,079
of what's been going on through any kind

911
00:38:36,230 --> 00:38:32,079
of challenges some difficulties and

912
00:38:37,109 --> 00:38:36,240
whatnot it would basically um

913
00:38:38,310 --> 00:38:37,119
it

914
00:38:39,589 --> 00:38:38,320
um

915
00:38:41,750 --> 00:38:39,599
i should say

916
00:38:46,790 --> 00:38:41,760
you

917
00:38:49,750 --> 00:38:46,800
forced to then through all these

918
00:38:51,750 --> 00:38:49,760
challenges and difficulties to um wake

919
00:38:54,390 --> 00:38:51,760
up slowly to that moment because it's

920
00:38:56,470 --> 00:38:54,400
only in this weird kind of way it's only

921
00:38:58,630 --> 00:38:56,480
when you really like squeezed and kind

922
00:39:01,349 --> 00:38:58,640
of put between a rock and a hard place

923
00:39:03,829 --> 00:39:01,359
that you you want to expand to different

924
00:39:06,230 --> 00:39:03,839
ideas to want to expand to different

925
00:39:08,150 --> 00:39:06,240
places than what you were in before

926
00:39:09,750 --> 00:39:08,160
because a lot of us we always like to

927
00:39:11,750 --> 00:39:09,760
say that you know but we don't

928
00:39:14,230 --> 00:39:11,760
necessarily follow up on it that oh yeah

929
00:39:16,069 --> 00:39:14,240
i'm open you know oh yeah i'm i'm doing

930
00:39:18,870 --> 00:39:16,079
new things all the time but actually

931
00:39:20,069 --> 00:39:18,880
we're very much set in our ways and it

932
00:39:22,710 --> 00:39:20,079
really takes

933
00:39:24,630 --> 00:39:22,720
a drastic push for us to go into a whole

934
00:39:26,870 --> 00:39:24,640
new avenue into a whole new direction

935
00:39:30,150 --> 00:39:26,880
whether it would be behavior-wise

936
00:39:31,750 --> 00:39:30,160
exploring things you name it and so

937
00:39:34,150 --> 00:39:31,760
by all this turmoil that's going on

938
00:39:36,950 --> 00:39:34,160
right now in all these different ways it

939
00:39:39,430 --> 00:39:36,960
um in this beautiful dance this cosmic

940
00:39:42,630 --> 00:39:39,440
dance it pushes everybody's buttons just

941
00:39:45,270 --> 00:39:42,640
the right way um to get them

942
00:39:47,270 --> 00:39:45,280
to bump up not everybody you know but

943
00:39:49,270 --> 00:39:47,280
enough to get

944
00:39:51,910 --> 00:39:49,280
uh certain people to

945
00:39:54,550 --> 00:39:51,920
where they've agreed to be at this point

946
00:39:56,390 --> 00:39:54,560
at this time at on the stage to where

947
00:39:58,630 --> 00:39:56,400
they said okay i've

948
00:40:01,589 --> 00:39:58,640
played out quite a quite a bit quite a

949
00:40:02,790 --> 00:40:01,599
lot of these games living reliving lives

950
00:40:05,589 --> 00:40:02,800
doing all these different things

951
00:40:08,309 --> 00:40:05,599
throughout these eons and it's time to

952
00:40:11,670 --> 00:40:08,319
kind of awaken from that moment that

953
00:40:14,470 --> 00:40:11,680
realizing like oh this was just a game

954
00:40:15,349 --> 00:40:14,480
you know and um

955
00:40:22,309 --> 00:40:15,359
the

956
00:40:24,630 --> 00:40:22,319
different things do you realize that

957
00:40:25,670 --> 00:40:24,640
that's that's a journey you're on but if

958
00:40:27,750 --> 00:40:25,680
you just

959
00:40:29,270 --> 00:40:27,760
like now if i just tell it to you it

960
00:40:31,430 --> 00:40:29,280
would it would be

961
00:40:33,510 --> 00:40:31,440
maybe a shock to you maybe you'd just be

962
00:40:36,309 --> 00:40:33,520
like yeah you're full of [\h__\h] you know

963
00:40:39,109 --> 00:40:36,319
but it really only uh only when you

964
00:40:51,430 --> 00:40:39,119
pursue it truly pursue it will you come

965
00:40:57,190 --> 00:40:54,150
so there's jim sonja yeah the seasonal

966
00:41:00,069 --> 00:40:57,200
flu disappeared yep entirely

967
00:41:03,670 --> 00:41:00,079
uh so jim asks oh

968
00:41:05,910 --> 00:41:03,680
i'd be too scared to meet danity i think

969
00:41:07,750 --> 00:41:05,920
i'd have a heart attack if i did they

970
00:41:09,910 --> 00:41:07,760
just fascinate me

971
00:41:11,430 --> 00:41:09,920
well i mean you can

972
00:41:13,430 --> 00:41:11,440
if you're interested in the subject

973
00:41:15,990 --> 00:41:13,440
you're that means there's part of you

974
00:41:17,750 --> 00:41:16,000
that wants to explore it more

975
00:41:21,430 --> 00:41:17,760
you know you want to you're toying with

976
00:41:22,710 --> 00:41:21,440
the idea of waking up you know because

977
00:41:26,150 --> 00:41:22,720
when you go into these certain

978
00:41:27,750 --> 00:41:26,160
directions it definitely changes you

979
00:41:30,150 --> 00:41:27,760
you would think that you're still kind

980
00:41:33,030 --> 00:41:30,160
of the same person but it really is as

981
00:41:35,990 --> 00:41:33,040
drastic of a difference as this analogy

982
00:41:37,910 --> 00:41:36,000
that i overused too many times but as

983
00:41:40,550 --> 00:41:37,920
drastic as like a difference between a

984
00:41:42,630 --> 00:41:40,560
five-year-old and a 50-year-old that's a

985
00:41:44,870 --> 00:41:42,640
big difference of life experiences and

986
00:41:46,550 --> 00:41:44,880
everything else and

987
00:41:48,390 --> 00:41:46,560
going that down going down that

988
00:41:49,349 --> 00:41:48,400
direction would pretty much kind of set

989
00:41:55,430 --> 00:41:49,359
you

990
00:41:58,950 --> 00:41:55,440
for a year or

991
00:42:01,910 --> 00:41:58,960
however long it will definitely

992
00:42:02,790 --> 00:42:01,920
you know grow you in ways to where you

993
00:42:03,910 --> 00:42:02,800
then

994
00:42:05,109 --> 00:42:03,920
you're going to change to where you

995
00:42:07,030 --> 00:42:05,119
don't want to hang out with the same

996
00:42:09,990 --> 00:42:07,040
people anymore which what's what

997
00:42:12,230 --> 00:42:10,000
happened to me i literally just dropped

998
00:42:14,069 --> 00:42:12,240
everyone that i knew and

999
00:42:15,589 --> 00:42:14,079
explored these new avenues and then

1000
00:42:18,550 --> 00:42:15,599
pretty much had all

1001
00:42:19,829 --> 00:42:18,560
new friends that came into my life that

1002
00:42:21,990 --> 00:42:19,839
basically then

1003
00:42:25,430 --> 00:42:22,000
would kind of be on that journey with me

1004
00:42:27,030 --> 00:42:25,440
and i noticed um how little of friends

1005
00:42:29,349 --> 00:42:27,040
that i had that would actually listen to

1006
00:42:31,190 --> 00:42:29,359
me not necessarily by ufos but just to

1007
00:42:32,950 --> 00:42:31,200
me you know if i would have a

1008
00:42:35,190 --> 00:42:32,960
bad day um

1009
00:42:36,790 --> 00:42:35,200
i'd never realized nobody ever wanted to

1010
00:42:38,550 --> 00:42:36,800
sit down say hey and then how are you

1011
00:42:39,430 --> 00:42:38,560
you know how's life how how are you

1012
00:42:41,710 --> 00:42:39,440
doing

1013
00:42:45,349 --> 00:42:41,720
you know most of them were always so

1014
00:42:47,750 --> 00:42:45,359
self-absorbed into themselves that if i

1015
00:42:49,829 --> 00:42:47,760
you know only looking back if i ever did

1016
00:42:51,349 --> 00:42:49,839
start on it they're like oh come on just

1017
00:42:53,430 --> 00:42:51,359
let's go get some drinks you'd think

1018
00:42:54,950 --> 00:42:53,440
about this too much and then they would

1019
00:42:58,230 --> 00:42:54,960
just you know

1020
00:43:00,870 --> 00:42:58,240
not not want to have this um

1021
00:43:03,990 --> 00:43:00,880
you know this session with a friend to

1022
00:43:05,349 --> 00:43:04,000
just hear me out and so and i thought

1023
00:43:07,430 --> 00:43:05,359
yeah they're probably right you know

1024
00:43:09,349 --> 00:43:07,440
maybe that's not the place you know but

1025
00:43:10,870 --> 00:43:09,359
then it just turned out that over long

1026
00:43:13,670 --> 00:43:10,880
periods of time i realized there was

1027
00:43:16,550 --> 00:43:13,680
never a place it was just never anyone

1028
00:43:18,470 --> 00:43:16,560
really wanting you know to to be that

1029
00:43:20,870 --> 00:43:18,480
friend to just you know whatever it is

1030
00:43:22,230 --> 00:43:20,880
just to hear about how how did my day go

1031
00:43:24,630 --> 00:43:22,240
or something like that or just have a

1032
00:43:26,470 --> 00:43:24,640
com more more of a deeper conversation

1033
00:43:28,950 --> 00:43:26,480
than what was the latest score in

1034
00:43:30,790 --> 00:43:28,960
baseball or football so anyway and so

1035
00:43:31,910 --> 00:43:30,800
those are the kind of changes you know

1036
00:43:33,589 --> 00:43:31,920
that

1037
00:43:34,470 --> 00:43:33,599
you might expect to have happen to you

1038
00:43:36,309 --> 00:43:34,480
if you go

1039
00:43:39,510 --> 00:43:36,319
if you're going down this route of

1040
00:43:44,309 --> 00:43:39,520
exploration about yourself

1041
00:43:48,550 --> 00:43:46,069
yeah explanation about yourself and

1042
00:43:52,230 --> 00:43:48,560
exploration of what all this is about in

1043
00:43:54,870 --> 00:43:52,240
general so let me uh paulie i apologize

1044
00:43:57,109 --> 00:43:54,880
i've been kind of slacking so let me

1045
00:43:58,950 --> 00:43:57,119
shift over to

1046
00:44:02,470 --> 00:43:58,960
voice chat

1047
00:44:04,470 --> 00:44:02,480
and let me bring you in

1048
00:44:06,150 --> 00:44:04,480
paulie you're unmuted on my end i mute

1049
00:44:08,150 --> 00:44:06,160
yourself on yours and you should be able

1050
00:44:09,430 --> 00:44:08,160
to speak to me

1051
00:44:12,230 --> 00:44:09,440
hey there

1052
00:44:13,430 --> 00:44:12,240
hey how are you buddy listening i'm well

1053
00:44:15,030 --> 00:44:13,440
uh

1054
00:44:15,910 --> 00:44:15,040
i came in a little late but i heard you

1055
00:44:18,069 --> 00:44:15,920
talking

1056
00:44:19,109 --> 00:44:18,079
part of that story earlier about tall

1057
00:44:23,910 --> 00:44:19,119
whites

1058
00:44:25,910 --> 00:44:23,920
and right you mentioned vibrations um

1059
00:44:28,069 --> 00:44:25,920
if you wouldn't mind going into a little

1060
00:44:29,829 --> 00:44:28,079
more detail about that

1061
00:44:32,630 --> 00:44:29,839
uh because i have that kind of going on

1062
00:44:34,230 --> 00:44:32,640
with me um it helped me

1063
00:44:36,230 --> 00:44:34,240
understand my situation a little bit and

1064
00:44:37,670 --> 00:44:36,240
then i can share with you so could if

1065
00:44:39,910 --> 00:44:37,680
you could

1066
00:44:42,950 --> 00:44:39,920
tell me like what the sensations are how

1067
00:44:44,710 --> 00:44:42,960
they come in what you do after

1068
00:44:47,510 --> 00:44:44,720
well there's

1069
00:44:49,910 --> 00:44:47,520
right but see there's two two sets that

1070
00:44:52,230 --> 00:44:49,920
i can kind of go into because

1071
00:44:54,630 --> 00:44:52,240
vibrations have almost like no

1072
00:44:55,990 --> 00:44:54,640
limitation of how subtle i'm sorry i'm

1073
00:44:57,510 --> 00:44:56,000
going to mute you for a second just so

1074
00:44:58,790 --> 00:44:57,520
for any background noise but raise your

1075
00:45:00,630 --> 00:44:58,800
hand again if you want you want to ask

1076
00:45:02,470 --> 00:45:00,640
me follow up questions okay

1077
00:45:06,470 --> 00:45:02,480
okay you meet yourself i'll keep you

1078
00:45:08,710 --> 00:45:06,480
unmuted so just hop in when i'm done um

1079
00:45:10,630 --> 00:45:08,720
so for example we don't often think

1080
00:45:12,950 --> 00:45:10,640
about this in this way but

1081
00:45:14,390 --> 00:45:12,960
um memory is a perfect example of

1082
00:45:17,109 --> 00:45:14,400
vibration

1083
00:45:18,950 --> 00:45:17,119
you know because we only understand

1084
00:45:20,630 --> 00:45:18,960
memory that okay well in your brain

1085
00:45:22,870 --> 00:45:20,640
these neurons they connect in certain

1086
00:45:25,030 --> 00:45:22,880
way and some are stay connected long

1087
00:45:27,510 --> 00:45:25,040
term so you have long-term memory others

1088
00:45:30,390 --> 00:45:27,520
are short-term and you know they kind of

1089
00:45:32,790 --> 00:45:30,400
um you know just dis disappear and break

1090
00:45:35,990 --> 00:45:32,800
the connection after a while or if you

1091
00:45:37,270 --> 00:45:36,000
have a glass of you know alcohol they'll

1092
00:45:39,829 --> 00:45:37,280
do it if you

1093
00:45:41,190 --> 00:45:39,839
uh weed will kill some brain cells you

1094
00:45:43,829 --> 00:45:41,200
know and all these connections are

1095
00:45:44,829 --> 00:45:43,839
constantly connected and reconnected all

1096
00:45:48,150 --> 00:45:44,839
the time

1097
00:45:50,230 --> 00:45:48,160
well some of these subtle vibrations

1098
00:45:53,349 --> 00:45:50,240
uh you know can be as subtle as like a

1099
00:45:54,950 --> 00:45:53,359
um it's like a memory right where you

1100
00:45:56,390 --> 00:45:54,960
know if you remember something you go

1101
00:45:58,390 --> 00:45:56,400
like oh you know it's like i just

1102
00:46:00,550 --> 00:45:58,400
remembered this whatever this one

1103
00:46:02,390 --> 00:46:00,560
particular thing it wasn't part of your

1104
00:46:05,670 --> 00:46:02,400
reality and the next thing you know it's

1105
00:46:07,670 --> 00:46:05,680
it's there and it's very much real well

1106
00:46:10,630 --> 00:46:07,680
that kind of shift

1107
00:46:12,950 --> 00:46:10,640
in in consciousness is also the shift in

1108
00:46:15,750 --> 00:46:12,960
this vibration to where this one reality

1109
00:46:17,990 --> 00:46:15,760
didn't have what you were interacting

1110
00:46:19,750 --> 00:46:18,000
with and then this other shift and this

1111
00:46:21,829 --> 00:46:19,760
other reality all of the sudden there's

1112
00:46:23,829 --> 00:46:21,839
this whole thing that is part of a

1113
00:46:26,230 --> 00:46:23,839
memory and has a history and something

1114
00:46:28,390 --> 00:46:26,240
you can interact with right and so it

1115
00:46:29,670 --> 00:46:28,400
goes something as subtle as that

1116
00:46:34,470 --> 00:46:29,680
to

1117
00:46:37,030 --> 00:46:34,480
feeling uh tingles all over your body

1118
00:46:39,510 --> 00:46:37,040
like small little needle pricks uh not

1119
00:46:42,150 --> 00:46:39,520
painful but just very very subtle and

1120
00:46:45,349 --> 00:46:42,160
then it starts uh the stronger you get

1121
00:46:47,270 --> 00:46:45,359
they get they start becoming like um

1122
00:46:49,349 --> 00:46:47,280
first it feels like small little pricks

1123
00:46:51,270 --> 00:46:49,359
you know but then um the stronger they

1124
00:46:53,589 --> 00:46:51,280
get it just feels like the needles kind

1125
00:46:55,430 --> 00:46:53,599
of stop poking and they start digging in

1126
00:46:58,950 --> 00:46:55,440
more you know and then the next thing

1127
00:47:01,349 --> 00:46:58,960
you know it would be also a like a um

1128
00:47:02,470 --> 00:47:01,359
feeling of like a chill up and down your

1129
00:47:05,190 --> 00:47:02,480
spine

1130
00:47:07,910 --> 00:47:05,200
and and so they can vary

1131
00:47:10,150 --> 00:47:07,920
that widely you know of talking about

1132
00:47:11,109 --> 00:47:10,160
vibrationally so i hope that kind of

1133
00:47:13,190 --> 00:47:11,119
answers

1134
00:47:15,670 --> 00:47:13,200
or gives you a little bit of an idea how

1135
00:47:18,790 --> 00:47:15,680
i see vibrations so tell me what what

1136
00:47:24,150 --> 00:47:20,710
yeah so okay

1137
00:47:25,829 --> 00:47:24,160
i was uh trying to confirm if

1138
00:47:27,750 --> 00:47:25,839
what you were saying was a physical

1139
00:47:29,510 --> 00:47:27,760
sensation

1140
00:47:32,630 --> 00:47:29,520
yeah i don't think i maybe i mentioned

1141
00:47:35,829 --> 00:47:32,640
it on a call earlier but yeah i'm having

1142
00:47:39,910 --> 00:47:35,839
these things happen to me um

1143
00:47:41,829 --> 00:47:39,920
it's been happening over months and um

1144
00:47:43,349 --> 00:47:41,839
i noticed it doesn't really happen maybe

1145
00:47:45,990 --> 00:47:43,359
when uh

1146
00:47:47,990 --> 00:47:46,000
so if i'm busy at work or there's a lot

1147
00:47:50,470 --> 00:47:48,000
going on

1148
00:47:52,630 --> 00:47:50,480
in the real world you could say

1149
00:47:55,109 --> 00:47:52,640
uh they kind of don't happen but then if

1150
00:47:56,710 --> 00:47:55,119
i have time like a few days or on

1151
00:47:59,270 --> 00:47:56,720
vacation

1152
00:48:01,589 --> 00:47:59,280
where my mind can expand a little bit

1153
00:48:03,829 --> 00:48:01,599
and i have more time to think about

1154
00:48:06,150 --> 00:48:03,839
spiritual things

1155
00:48:09,510 --> 00:48:06,160
yeah i have these things going on when i

1156
00:48:10,710 --> 00:48:09,520
go to bed or if i meditate where

1157
00:48:12,470 --> 00:48:10,720
yeah these

1158
00:48:15,750 --> 00:48:12,480
sensations come in and i thought it was

1159
00:48:17,109 --> 00:48:15,760
my imagination for a while but it's not

1160
00:48:17,990 --> 00:48:17,119
it's like

1161
00:48:19,910 --> 00:48:18,000
uh

1162
00:48:22,950 --> 00:48:19,920
it's like bringing in the ears usually

1163
00:48:25,190 --> 00:48:22,960
how it starts and then um

1164
00:48:26,710 --> 00:48:25,200
then i get those pricks and they become

1165
00:48:30,710 --> 00:48:26,720
more intense

1166
00:48:32,549 --> 00:48:30,720
right and then it starts to turn into

1167
00:48:34,470 --> 00:48:32,559
i guess swirling

1168
00:48:36,470 --> 00:48:34,480
it feels like so

1169
00:48:38,069 --> 00:48:36,480
for people listening here here's how you

1170
00:48:39,990 --> 00:48:38,079
could

1171
00:48:41,589 --> 00:48:40,000
all right so close your mouth

1172
00:48:44,309 --> 00:48:41,599
and blow a little air in your mouth

1173
00:48:45,270 --> 00:48:44,319
right fill up your cheeks

1174
00:48:47,349 --> 00:48:45,280
all right

1175
00:48:48,549 --> 00:48:47,359
you see how it's a subtle sensation so

1176
00:48:50,069 --> 00:48:48,559
you don't have muscles there but it's

1177
00:48:52,069 --> 00:48:50,079
like pushing the skin out a little bit

1178
00:48:54,390 --> 00:48:52,079
it's real subtle well imagine that

1179
00:48:56,069 --> 00:48:54,400
feeling

1180
00:48:59,030 --> 00:48:56,079
starting one part of your body and

1181
00:49:02,630 --> 00:48:59,040
swirling around and going inside like a

1182
00:49:04,790 --> 00:49:02,640
snake and just vibrating and

1183
00:49:06,790 --> 00:49:04,800
it's probably vibrating maybe four times

1184
00:49:09,109 --> 00:49:06,800
faster my heartbeat because i've i've

1185
00:49:10,870 --> 00:49:09,119
gone through every type of explanation

1186
00:49:12,309 --> 00:49:10,880
you know i tried to say okay maybe this

1187
00:49:14,790 --> 00:49:12,319
is my heart

1188
00:49:17,109 --> 00:49:14,800
maybe my breathing maybe it's a

1189
00:49:19,510 --> 00:49:17,119
neurological damage maybe it's the wind

1190
00:49:21,910 --> 00:49:19,520
i don't know but it's not and it it

1191
00:49:23,589 --> 00:49:21,920
moves and it tickles and

1192
00:49:26,390 --> 00:49:23,599
sometimes it gets so intense it kind of

1193
00:49:27,990 --> 00:49:26,400
gets a little annoying um i've had some

1194
00:49:29,430 --> 00:49:28,000
times where i've gone to bed and it's

1195
00:49:31,430 --> 00:49:29,440
woken me up

1196
00:49:33,109 --> 00:49:31,440
or i'm just vibrating and i'm just like

1197
00:49:36,230 --> 00:49:33,119
and then i'll just basically say please

1198
00:49:37,109 --> 00:49:36,240
stop whatever this is it's too much but

1199
00:49:39,510 --> 00:49:37,119
right

1200
00:49:41,589 --> 00:49:39,520
you know i tried bringing it up like

1201
00:49:43,349 --> 00:49:41,599
real low-key around some people that i

1202
00:49:45,910 --> 00:49:43,359
know and

1203
00:49:47,349 --> 00:49:45,920
nobody knows about this nobody talks

1204
00:49:49,589 --> 00:49:47,359
about it

1205
00:49:51,829 --> 00:49:49,599
this forum here is the only place i

1206
00:49:53,190 --> 00:49:51,839
heard that even mentions it and i'm glad

1207
00:49:55,030 --> 00:49:53,200
like you're i'm sure there are other

1208
00:49:56,950 --> 00:49:55,040
polly can you just get to your phone

1209
00:49:59,750 --> 00:49:56,960
just a little bit closer i'm already

1210
00:50:01,030 --> 00:49:59,760
boosted everything i can on my end

1211
00:50:03,910 --> 00:50:01,040
yeah let me get a little closer i'm

1212
00:50:05,910 --> 00:50:03,920
sorry but yeah it seems i can't get any

1213
00:50:07,270 --> 00:50:05,920
answers for this i don't know anybody in

1214
00:50:09,990 --> 00:50:07,280
the

1215
00:50:12,230 --> 00:50:10,000
my life who knows anything about it and

1216
00:50:14,069 --> 00:50:12,240
people look at me crazy and they say

1217
00:50:16,150 --> 00:50:14,079
maybe you should see a doctor and i'm

1218
00:50:17,910 --> 00:50:16,160
not gonna go to the doctor for so i'm

1219
00:50:19,349 --> 00:50:17,920
glad you know

1220
00:50:21,109 --> 00:50:19,359
at least you

1221
00:50:23,510 --> 00:50:21,119
have some experiences i'm sure there's

1222
00:50:26,470 --> 00:50:23,520
other people maybe some people listening

1223
00:50:28,790 --> 00:50:26,480
they want to call in but um

1224
00:50:30,069 --> 00:50:28,800
yeah i don't know it's well you know

1225
00:50:31,750 --> 00:50:30,079
there's something

1226
00:50:33,910 --> 00:50:31,760
right that was that would be interesting

1227
00:50:35,910 --> 00:50:33,920
too sometimes um

1228
00:50:37,190 --> 00:50:35,920
while i was still in that house in

1229
00:50:39,030 --> 00:50:37,200
robertsville

1230
00:50:40,870 --> 00:50:39,040
um you know a lot of times people they

1231
00:50:42,470 --> 00:50:40,880
know about this when i tell them you

1232
00:50:43,990 --> 00:50:42,480
know it's like these certain twitches

1233
00:50:47,910 --> 00:50:44,000
you get in your body

1234
00:50:49,510 --> 00:50:47,920
but to give you an example uh for myself

1235
00:50:51,510 --> 00:50:49,520
you know because often they'll say oh

1236
00:50:54,950 --> 00:50:51,520
you're about to fall asleep you know and

1237
00:50:56,950 --> 00:50:54,960
so your brain is kind of going in and

1238
00:50:58,870 --> 00:50:56,960
out this consciousness state and so this

1239
00:51:01,030 --> 00:50:58,880
little twitches you get they're just you

1240
00:51:03,030 --> 00:51:01,040
know something your muscles do and the

1241
00:51:05,349 --> 00:51:03,040
muscle spasms because you're preparing

1242
00:51:08,069 --> 00:51:05,359
yourself to go to sleep well

1243
00:51:09,910 --> 00:51:08,079
it's not quite like that uh maybe that

1244
00:51:11,430 --> 00:51:09,920
is possible that is definitely also that

1245
00:51:12,549 --> 00:51:11,440
happens with the body but this

1246
00:51:14,630 --> 00:51:12,559
particular

1247
00:51:16,069 --> 00:51:14,640
twitching that i want to tell you about

1248
00:51:18,069 --> 00:51:16,079
was um

1249
00:51:19,670 --> 00:51:18,079
they would um

1250
00:51:22,309 --> 00:51:19,680
like i would i would go to sleep and i

1251
00:51:24,069 --> 00:51:22,319
would still be very much awake and aware

1252
00:51:25,910 --> 00:51:24,079
of what's going on and it's not like my

1253
00:51:27,750 --> 00:51:25,920
body's going to sleep but out of nowhere

1254
00:51:30,230 --> 00:51:27,760
i would just kind of like

1255
00:51:31,670 --> 00:51:30,240
get a get a jolt of energy and i

1256
00:51:33,750 --> 00:51:31,680
wouldn't understand what in the world is

1257
00:51:35,750 --> 00:51:33,760
happening and so that was happening for

1258
00:51:36,790 --> 00:51:35,760
a while in my right leg

1259
00:51:39,589 --> 00:51:36,800
and so

1260
00:51:41,430 --> 00:51:39,599
um and then it would kind of keep keep

1261
00:51:42,870 --> 00:51:41,440
going and it was almost silly you know

1262
00:51:45,510 --> 00:51:42,880
it's like what in the world is happening

1263
00:51:47,750 --> 00:51:45,520
like i would get up and i would move my

1264
00:51:49,589 --> 00:51:47,760
leg like okay what what is happening

1265
00:51:51,670 --> 00:51:49,599
here so then i

1266
00:51:53,990 --> 00:51:51,680
you know lay back down and then after a

1267
00:51:54,950 --> 00:51:54,000
while it starts happening again right

1268
00:51:57,030 --> 00:51:54,960
and

1269
00:51:59,270 --> 00:51:57,040
then about two days later i'm walking

1270
00:52:01,589 --> 00:51:59,280
around and i realized

1271
00:52:04,950 --> 00:52:01,599
my knee that i've hurt

1272
00:52:06,470 --> 00:52:04,960
um ages ago when i was 15 doing some

1273
00:52:09,510 --> 00:52:06,480
believe it or not there was a time when

1274
00:52:11,510 --> 00:52:09,520
i was big into you know a roller blading

1275
00:52:13,589 --> 00:52:11,520
and i was doing these jumps and i was

1276
00:52:14,870 --> 00:52:13,599
jumping off the steps and the very first

1277
00:52:16,790 --> 00:52:14,880
step had a

1278
00:52:20,390 --> 00:52:16,800
slight imperfection it was

1279
00:52:22,150 --> 00:52:20,400
you know a bit higher than the regular

1280
00:52:24,950 --> 00:52:22,160
street and i didn't see it so right

1281
00:52:27,910 --> 00:52:24,960
before i did the jump i got stuck and i

1282
00:52:30,309 --> 00:52:27,920
lost my balance to where i was either

1283
00:52:33,270 --> 00:52:30,319
going to fall flat on my face but i

1284
00:52:35,670 --> 00:52:33,280
spread my legs to kind of catch my uh

1285
00:52:38,069 --> 00:52:35,680
you know catch my fall and i really

1286
00:52:40,630 --> 00:52:38,079
messed up my right knee real bad because

1287
00:52:42,549 --> 00:52:40,640
as i landed it twisted you know quite a

1288
00:52:44,950 --> 00:52:42,559
lot and ever since then i never went to

1289
00:52:47,589 --> 00:52:44,960
the doctor but it always felt off

1290
00:52:50,549 --> 00:52:47,599
and that was something that that

1291
00:52:53,349 --> 00:52:50,559
happened to me you know and um i don't

1292
00:52:55,190 --> 00:52:53,359
mind telling people because for one i

1293
00:52:57,190 --> 00:52:55,200
really don't don't expect anyone to

1294
00:52:59,910 --> 00:52:57,200
believe me i don't need them to believe

1295
00:53:03,190 --> 00:52:59,920
me all i know is that in my life and for

1296
00:53:05,510 --> 00:53:03,200
that what i experienced for reasons that

1297
00:53:08,470 --> 00:53:05,520
i don't know other than to just help me

1298
00:53:10,870 --> 00:53:08,480
um and i don't exactly know who

1299
00:53:12,790 --> 00:53:10,880
you know or what place it was coming

1300
00:53:15,670 --> 00:53:12,800
from all i know is that whatever this

1301
00:53:17,270 --> 00:53:15,680
energy was fixed my knee

1302
00:53:19,510 --> 00:53:17,280
you know and i can

1303
00:53:21,829 --> 00:53:19,520
you know walk around and not uh you know

1304
00:53:25,109 --> 00:53:21,839
feel the pains that i've felt since i

1305
00:53:26,309 --> 00:53:25,119
was pretty much 15. you know and um you

1306
00:53:28,630 --> 00:53:26,319
know there's all kinds of different

1307
00:53:30,870 --> 00:53:28,640
things that always are occurring and you

1308
00:53:33,270 --> 00:53:30,880
know

1309
00:53:35,030 --> 00:53:33,280
it wasn't an answer to what's going on

1310
00:53:37,589 --> 00:53:35,040
to that particular

1311
00:53:40,069 --> 00:53:37,599
experience but it was

1312
00:53:41,990 --> 00:53:40,079
more of a like overall answer is that

1313
00:53:43,750 --> 00:53:42,000
we're constantly whether we want it or

1314
00:53:46,870 --> 00:53:43,760
not we're constantly watched and

1315
00:53:48,790 --> 00:53:46,880
surrounded by all these different

1316
00:53:50,390 --> 00:53:48,800
i guess beings for the lack of a better

1317
00:53:53,109 --> 00:53:50,400
word but it's all these different

1318
00:53:55,270 --> 00:53:53,119
aspects of ourselves that are uh

1319
00:53:57,670 --> 00:53:55,280
participating and watching in this game

1320
00:53:59,270 --> 00:53:57,680
and act that we're playing and so it

1321
00:54:01,190 --> 00:53:59,280
depends on how much time you want to

1322
00:54:03,030 --> 00:54:01,200
spend to get reacquainted with them and

1323
00:54:05,190 --> 00:54:03,040
make that contact again or if you're

1324
00:54:07,270 --> 00:54:05,200
just going to keep on playing and acting

1325
00:54:09,430 --> 00:54:07,280
out your life until you die and them

1326
00:54:13,109 --> 00:54:09,440
just kind of

1327
00:54:15,349 --> 00:54:13,119
and and seeing how you as this you know

1328
00:54:17,670 --> 00:54:15,359
person as paulie as you are how you

1329
00:54:20,390 --> 00:54:17,680
would do certain things in life and they

1330
00:54:22,230 --> 00:54:20,400
would kind of see that as a as an

1331
00:54:24,790 --> 00:54:22,240
entertainment no different than we would

1332
00:54:28,470 --> 00:54:24,800
watching a movie

1333
00:54:30,950 --> 00:54:28,480
yeah you know that's good point um

1334
00:54:32,950 --> 00:54:30,960
when it comes in sometimes you know i

1335
00:54:36,230 --> 00:54:32,960
might stop what i'm doing if i'm wide

1336
00:54:37,990 --> 00:54:36,240
awake and go lay down try to meditate

1337
00:54:40,150 --> 00:54:38,000
and then when i give the thought and

1338
00:54:41,910 --> 00:54:40,160
like an inviting thought like

1339
00:54:43,910 --> 00:54:41,920
if you have good intentions you can come

1340
00:54:46,390 --> 00:54:43,920
closer immediately

1341
00:54:48,309 --> 00:54:46,400
the sensation magnifies and i guess i'm

1342
00:54:51,430 --> 00:54:48,319
saying that hoping maybe i'll get like a

1343
00:54:53,190 --> 00:54:51,440
brief visual but i haven't gotten one

1344
00:54:55,910 --> 00:54:53,200
and then um

1345
00:54:56,950 --> 00:54:55,920
when it lingers i guess

1346
00:55:02,069 --> 00:54:56,960
there's

1347
00:55:04,829 --> 00:55:02,079
kind of put out the thought like

1348
00:55:07,510 --> 00:55:04,839
thank you for being here and giving me

1349
00:55:09,670 --> 00:55:07,520
attention and uh

1350
00:55:11,510 --> 00:55:09,680
if you want maybe you could heal me

1351
00:55:13,109 --> 00:55:11,520
while you're here and

1352
00:55:14,630 --> 00:55:13,119
i don't know maybe that's why or maybe

1353
00:55:17,270 --> 00:55:14,640
they're just

1354
00:55:19,670 --> 00:55:17,280
curious or saying hello but it's

1355
00:55:21,670 --> 00:55:19,680
it's it went it was very subtle for

1356
00:55:23,430 --> 00:55:21,680
months and then

1357
00:55:25,910 --> 00:55:23,440
the more i started to kind of

1358
00:55:28,549 --> 00:55:25,920
acknowledge it in my mind the more it

1359
00:55:30,309 --> 00:55:28,559
got intense and i was scared at first

1360
00:55:31,349 --> 00:55:30,319
but i'm not and

1361
00:55:32,470 --> 00:55:31,359
i'm

1362
00:55:38,710 --> 00:55:32,480
it's

1363
00:55:41,910 --> 00:55:38,720
what's very interesting um so for

1364
00:55:43,910 --> 00:55:41,920
example from this ego perspective it um

1365
00:55:45,990 --> 00:55:43,920
you know it feels like yeah i would say

1366
00:55:48,470 --> 00:55:46,000
the same thing like oh they quote

1367
00:55:50,870 --> 00:55:48,480
unquote they whatever that was healed me

1368
00:55:54,470 --> 00:55:50,880
you know but at the

1369
00:55:56,549 --> 00:55:54,480
at the end of the day like during um my

1370
00:55:58,950 --> 00:55:56,559
my near-death experience right and and

1371
00:56:01,349 --> 00:55:58,960
you understand that you're basically

1372
00:56:02,390 --> 00:56:01,359
this willing participant right uh polly

1373
00:56:03,750 --> 00:56:02,400
i'm sorry i'm going to meet you real

1374
00:56:05,750 --> 00:56:03,760
quick there's just too much feedback

1375
00:56:07,030 --> 00:56:05,760
coming or can you do that okay and then

1376
00:56:08,470 --> 00:56:07,040
i'll mute yourself

1377
00:56:11,349 --> 00:56:08,480
later

1378
00:56:13,270 --> 00:56:11,359
okay thank you um

1379
00:56:15,829 --> 00:56:13,280
the what i was going to say regarding

1380
00:56:18,950 --> 00:56:15,839
this you know this process it's like

1381
00:56:21,589 --> 00:56:18,960
it's all these things that happen um

1382
00:56:24,390 --> 00:56:21,599
it's like this grand play that we're all

1383
00:56:26,549 --> 00:56:24,400
part of uh and it's um almost look at it

1384
00:56:28,390 --> 00:56:26,559
as if um

1385
00:56:32,470 --> 00:56:28,400
this whole thing on the planet is like

1386
00:56:35,109 --> 00:56:32,480
this huge um universal studio uh film

1387
00:56:38,069 --> 00:56:35,119
being filmed and we're all individual

1388
00:56:40,069 --> 00:56:38,079
actors acting our parts and i promise

1389
00:56:41,990 --> 00:56:40,079
that i will do the part of adnan the

1390
00:56:43,990 --> 00:56:42,000
best way i can paulie you're gonna do

1391
00:56:46,230 --> 00:56:44,000
the part of paulie the best way you can

1392
00:56:48,150 --> 00:56:46,240
and everyone else seven plus billion

1393
00:56:49,910 --> 00:56:48,160
people on the planet are going to keep

1394
00:56:51,829 --> 00:56:49,920
doing their part and they're gonna you

1395
00:56:53,750 --> 00:56:51,839
know know their lines and they're gonna

1396
00:56:55,910 --> 00:56:53,760
know who they are and they're gonna draw

1397
00:56:58,549 --> 00:56:55,920
back and say i have a history i was born

1398
00:57:00,950 --> 00:56:58,559
at this place i live at this location

1399
00:57:03,349 --> 00:57:00,960
and we moved and yada yada ya you know

1400
00:57:05,990 --> 00:57:03,359
only then to later on come out of that

1401
00:57:08,150 --> 00:57:06,000
play and say oh wow we play that well

1402
00:57:10,470 --> 00:57:08,160
you know and this is not to belittle

1403
00:57:13,430 --> 00:57:10,480
experiences because that play is very

1404
00:57:15,190 --> 00:57:13,440
much real to you you know uh because uh

1405
00:57:17,349 --> 00:57:15,200
when you're when you're done

1406
00:57:19,190 --> 00:57:17,359
you basically are you just realize oh

1407
00:57:21,910 --> 00:57:19,200
this was just a game i'm okay i've

1408
00:57:25,190 --> 00:57:21,920
always been okay but the uh the

1409
00:57:27,750 --> 00:57:25,200
circumstance wasn't real right but the

1410
00:57:30,950 --> 00:57:27,760
the state of being was so

1411
00:57:33,270 --> 00:57:30,960
uh you being hurt by maybe somebody

1412
00:57:35,990 --> 00:57:33,280
knifing you or punching you in the face

1413
00:57:37,829 --> 00:57:36,000
or hurting your feelings that experience

1414
00:57:39,829 --> 00:57:37,839
is very real because that is the essence

1415
00:57:42,470 --> 00:57:39,839
of who you are but at the end of the day

1416
00:57:44,309 --> 00:57:42,480
on a grand scheme of things none of none

1417
00:57:45,750 --> 00:57:44,319
of what had really happened here matters

1418
00:57:48,230 --> 00:57:45,760
it was simply to go through the

1419
00:57:50,549 --> 00:57:48,240
experience gain what you can from it

1420
00:57:52,230 --> 00:57:50,559
grow from it you know and then you just

1421
00:57:54,789 --> 00:57:52,240
keep moving on and on you know there's

1422
00:57:56,870 --> 00:57:54,799
really never any any stoppage you know

1423
00:57:59,750 --> 00:57:56,880
so when we're talking about you know

1424
00:58:01,829 --> 00:57:59,760
they healed me it's very interesting

1425
00:58:04,549 --> 00:58:01,839
point it's like yeah from my ego

1426
00:58:06,470 --> 00:58:04,559
perspective i would sit there and wonder

1427
00:58:08,870 --> 00:58:06,480
well who was it i don't know who it

1428
00:58:10,710 --> 00:58:08,880
exactly was but just generally speaking

1429
00:58:15,430 --> 00:58:10,720
what i've seen behind the behind the

1430
00:58:17,750 --> 00:58:15,440
whale behind the whale behind the veil

1431
00:58:19,829 --> 00:58:17,760
it's basically just um

1432
00:58:21,349 --> 00:58:19,839
you know all these circumstances were

1433
00:58:22,870 --> 00:58:21,359
created by you

1434
00:58:25,349 --> 00:58:22,880
to go through

1435
00:58:28,150 --> 00:58:25,359
however many you know however many

1436
00:58:31,109 --> 00:58:28,160
years uh moments you needed them to to

1437
00:58:33,270 --> 00:58:31,119
go through and then you know they after

1438
00:58:35,190 --> 00:58:33,280
they've done served their purpose their

1439
00:58:37,349 --> 00:58:35,200
you know it's it's it's finished it's

1440
00:58:40,150 --> 00:58:37,359
done with right and sometimes we learn

1441
00:58:42,309 --> 00:58:40,160
our lesson you know which then

1442
00:58:44,630 --> 00:58:42,319
certain things change and you you're

1443
00:58:47,670 --> 00:58:44,640
done with so for example like part of

1444
00:58:48,870 --> 00:58:47,680
this convoluted

1445
00:58:51,589 --> 00:58:48,880
i guess

1446
00:58:53,670 --> 00:58:51,599
play is that we're always constantly

1447
00:58:56,150 --> 00:58:53,680
given messages and there's these

1448
00:58:58,390 --> 00:58:56,160
specific um

1449
00:59:01,030 --> 00:58:58,400
i guess these specific rules that are

1450
00:59:03,430 --> 00:59:01,040
this archetype archetypal rules that

1451
00:59:04,950 --> 00:59:03,440
everybody can understand and go by right

1452
00:59:07,510 --> 00:59:04,960
so for example

1453
00:59:09,750 --> 00:59:07,520
generally if you like having issues with

1454
00:59:11,430 --> 00:59:09,760
your teeth it's a representation of that

1455
00:59:13,030 --> 00:59:11,440
you're not speaking you're not saying

1456
00:59:15,910 --> 00:59:13,040
what's on your heart what you want to

1457
00:59:16,789 --> 00:59:15,920
say if you're you know having diabetes

1458
00:59:18,470 --> 00:59:16,799
you know

1459
00:59:20,549 --> 00:59:18,480
and that means you're having sugar

1460
00:59:22,870 --> 00:59:20,559
problems that means you know you you

1461
00:59:24,230 --> 00:59:22,880
don't have love for yourself you know

1462
00:59:26,390 --> 00:59:24,240
and you're not you're not

1463
00:59:28,390 --> 00:59:26,400
allowing others to love you you know and

1464
00:59:30,950 --> 00:59:28,400
then there's you know these directions

1465
00:59:32,390 --> 00:59:30,960
you know left arm right arm you know

1466
00:59:34,870 --> 00:59:32,400
what they what do they mean these

1467
00:59:36,950 --> 00:59:34,880
different you know um sides of you

1468
00:59:38,390 --> 00:59:36,960
everything has a specific meaning now of

1469
00:59:40,309 --> 00:59:38,400
course if you're a normie that's

1470
00:59:43,430 --> 00:59:40,319
absolutely insane and to you they're

1471
00:59:45,349 --> 00:59:43,440
like what the hell are you talking about

1472
00:59:49,030 --> 00:59:45,359
well you and i you and i are both bald

1473
00:59:52,270 --> 00:59:50,870
well see i have a beard that means you

1474
00:59:55,829 --> 00:59:52,280
know i'm wiser than i look

1475
00:59:56,870 --> 00:59:55,839
[Laughter]

1476
00:59:59,750 --> 00:59:56,880
well see

1477
01:00:01,829 --> 00:59:59,760
that's that's one part that um

1478
01:00:03,510 --> 01:00:01,839
you can look into like uh

1479
01:00:05,829 --> 01:00:03,520
so

1480
01:00:06,870 --> 01:00:05,839
the laura is she during the work that

1481
01:00:09,109 --> 01:00:06,880
she's done

1482
01:00:10,549 --> 01:00:09,119
i'm only referring to her because it's

1483
01:00:11,589 --> 01:00:10,559
not my main

1484
01:00:13,030 --> 01:00:11,599
um

1485
01:00:14,950 --> 01:00:13,040
it's not my main

1486
01:00:16,950 --> 01:00:14,960
place where i spend a lot of time where

1487
01:00:18,549 --> 01:00:16,960
i concentrate on that you know only when

1488
01:00:20,710 --> 01:00:18,559
i really need to figure out something

1489
01:00:22,549 --> 01:00:20,720
myself i would refer to someone else

1490
01:00:23,829 --> 01:00:22,559
that specializes in that that spend

1491
01:00:25,910 --> 01:00:23,839
their entire life

1492
01:00:28,309 --> 01:00:25,920
understanding this kind of stuff so then

1493
01:00:31,430 --> 01:00:28,319
i look to them to find some answers even

1494
01:00:33,829 --> 01:00:31,440
for myself but some you know very

1495
01:00:36,710 --> 01:00:33,839
very obvious things you know for example

1496
01:00:39,030 --> 01:00:36,720
um you know like back pain usually means

1497
01:00:40,470 --> 01:00:39,040
that you know you're not being supported

1498
01:00:42,470 --> 01:00:40,480
it means that the whole weight of

1499
01:00:44,069 --> 01:00:42,480
whatever you're doing is just on you and

1500
01:00:45,349 --> 01:00:44,079
it's getting heavier and heavier to

1501
01:00:47,910 --> 01:00:45,359
where you can't handle it which

1502
01:00:50,069 --> 01:00:47,920
manifests in physical pain and so

1503
01:00:52,069 --> 01:00:50,079
usually once you resolve that and really

1504
01:00:54,549 --> 01:00:52,079
look out say okay i need help or you ask

1505
01:00:56,870 --> 01:00:54,559
for help you know or reach out

1506
01:00:59,109 --> 01:00:56,880
you know in this weird way that most

1507
01:01:01,270 --> 01:00:59,119
people don't understand it resolves

1508
01:01:03,589 --> 01:01:01,280
itself it fixes itself without needing

1509
01:01:05,349 --> 01:01:03,599
to take anything any kind of medicine or

1510
01:01:08,069 --> 01:01:05,359
ibuprofen to relieve the pain and all

1511
01:01:10,470 --> 01:01:08,079
this other stuff you know but i've lived

1512
01:01:12,230 --> 01:01:10,480
my life in those ways and that in it you

1513
01:01:15,030 --> 01:01:12,240
know and that going in that direction to

1514
01:01:16,789 --> 01:01:15,040
where to me that's that's normal

1515
01:01:18,630 --> 01:01:16,799
and i don't i don't think about it you

1516
01:01:20,789 --> 01:01:18,640
know again whereas in a person that

1517
01:01:22,870 --> 01:01:20,799
needs convincing that that's real you

1518
01:01:25,030 --> 01:01:22,880
know they would then still hang on to

1519
01:01:27,510 --> 01:01:25,040
what they know and only until they get

1520
01:01:29,349 --> 01:01:27,520
the satisfaction of taking in ibuprofen

1521
01:01:30,309 --> 01:01:29,359
only then will they say ah my back feels

1522
01:01:32,950 --> 01:01:30,319
better

1523
01:01:35,750 --> 01:01:32,960
while while ignoring of what these

1524
01:01:37,190 --> 01:01:35,760
physical messages are trying to tell you

1525
01:01:40,789 --> 01:01:37,200
you know there's all kinds of things i

1526
01:01:43,109 --> 01:01:40,799
mean certain animals are archetypal and

1527
01:01:44,069 --> 01:01:43,119
what they mean usually

1528
01:01:46,069 --> 01:01:44,079
um

1529
01:01:48,549 --> 01:01:46,079
like to give you a perfect example i was

1530
01:01:51,190 --> 01:01:48,559
actually talking to my wife or before we

1531
01:01:52,630 --> 01:01:51,200
before we became husband and wife i was

1532
01:01:54,950 --> 01:01:52,640
talking to her on the phone i lived in

1533
01:01:57,589 --> 01:01:54,960
san luis she lived here in arkansas and

1534
01:01:59,990 --> 01:01:57,599
so i was talking to her and we were just

1535
01:02:03,750 --> 01:02:00,000
talking about animals and she's like oh

1536
01:02:05,670 --> 01:02:03,760
you know i was reading this and deer uh

1537
01:02:07,510 --> 01:02:05,680
represent a great change

1538
01:02:09,670 --> 01:02:07,520
you know happening in your life i was

1539
01:02:11,109 --> 01:02:09,680
like oh wow i've been seeing a lot of

1540
01:02:13,750 --> 01:02:11,119
deer you know that that's you know

1541
01:02:16,069 --> 01:02:13,760
they've been happening and and whatnot

1542
01:02:19,190 --> 01:02:16,079
and i can't remember exactly was that

1543
01:02:21,430 --> 01:02:19,200
night but some also another day or

1544
01:02:23,029 --> 01:02:21,440
possibly that night it's been seven

1545
01:02:25,109 --> 01:02:23,039
years ago now so i can't remember every

1546
01:02:26,630 --> 01:02:25,119
detail but i was on the phone with her

1547
01:02:28,470 --> 01:02:26,640
talking and

1548
01:02:30,789 --> 01:02:28,480
no matter how hard i tried there was a

1549
01:02:31,910 --> 01:02:30,799
deer running up on the road and i hit it

1550
01:02:33,910 --> 01:02:31,920
head on

1551
01:02:35,510 --> 01:02:33,920
you know and i was upset about that that

1552
01:02:37,589 --> 01:02:35,520
happened you know but i told her i said

1553
01:02:39,349 --> 01:02:37,599
so if i hit a deer does that mean i'm

1554
01:02:41,349 --> 01:02:39,359
really really gonna have a change now

1555
01:02:43,910 --> 01:02:41,359
happen in my life and sure enough a

1556
01:02:46,150 --> 01:02:43,920
month later i i uprooted from san luis o

1557
01:02:48,390 --> 01:02:46,160
moved to arkansas and started a family

1558
01:02:50,069 --> 01:02:48,400
you know it's like that's a huge change

1559
01:02:51,829 --> 01:02:50,079
you know so again

1560
01:02:53,589 --> 01:02:51,839
if you live that life in that way and

1561
01:02:56,309 --> 01:02:53,599
you understand it it becomes this

1562
01:02:58,150 --> 01:02:56,319
magical place that and this place that's

1563
01:03:00,630 --> 01:02:58,160
always been there that most people don't

1564
01:03:02,390 --> 01:03:00,640
look into and that's okay it's just that

1565
01:03:04,309 --> 01:03:02,400
others that consider themselves to be

1566
01:03:06,710 --> 01:03:04,319
more normal they would just you know

1567
01:03:08,470 --> 01:03:06,720
scoff at it make fun of it and then you

1568
01:03:10,309 --> 01:03:08,480
know kind of say yeah that's crazy and

1569
01:03:13,270 --> 01:03:10,319
then move on and and that's all right

1570
01:03:14,390 --> 01:03:13,280
but you know what a what a

1571
01:03:16,710 --> 01:03:14,400
you know

1572
01:03:18,470 --> 01:03:16,720
what a world that's coexisting if you

1573
01:03:20,069 --> 01:03:18,480
just simply learn how to kind of shift

1574
01:03:22,390 --> 01:03:20,079
to that different mindset and kind of

1575
01:03:23,829 --> 01:03:22,400
live by it

1576
01:03:26,150 --> 01:03:23,839
yeah

1577
01:03:28,829 --> 01:03:26,160
i have um

1578
01:03:31,270 --> 01:03:28,839
i have another thing too

1579
01:03:33,430 --> 01:03:31,280
um uh before i remember

1580
01:03:34,150 --> 01:03:33,440
a couple months ago i had a friend call

1581
01:03:35,829 --> 01:03:34,160
in

1582
01:03:37,270 --> 01:03:35,839
and um

1583
01:03:39,029 --> 01:03:37,280
you did that but

1584
01:03:41,510 --> 01:03:39,039
i had a friend text me yesterday she

1585
01:03:43,910 --> 01:03:41,520
went and saw that movie eternals

1586
01:03:46,470 --> 01:03:43,920
and she was texting me saying this movie

1587
01:03:49,190 --> 01:03:46,480
freaked me out because

1588
01:03:51,109 --> 01:03:49,200
the spaceship in that movie is something

1589
01:03:53,750 --> 01:03:51,119
i've seen before

1590
01:03:55,029 --> 01:03:53,760
so and she comes in and listens to this

1591
01:03:57,430 --> 01:03:55,039
program

1592
01:03:59,829 --> 01:03:57,440
and i just called her and i asked if she

1593
01:04:02,630 --> 01:03:59,839
would elaborate on that with the group

1594
01:04:04,069 --> 01:04:02,640
and she said yeah so if it's all right i

1595
01:04:10,470 --> 01:04:04,079
could hold the phone up and you guys

1596
01:04:14,470 --> 01:04:12,630
say that again yeah you were saying yeah

1597
01:04:16,789 --> 01:04:14,480
for her to talk

1598
01:04:18,870 --> 01:04:16,799
yeah so if you uh hey do you want to

1599
01:04:21,109 --> 01:04:18,880
introduce yourself

1600
01:04:23,589 --> 01:04:21,119
hi can you hear me

1601
01:04:25,510 --> 01:04:23,599
yes very faintly

1602
01:04:27,510 --> 01:04:25,520
yeah let me try again

1603
01:04:28,789 --> 01:04:27,520
okay

1604
01:04:30,309 --> 01:04:28,799
speak louder

1605
01:04:32,710 --> 01:04:30,319
okay is that better can you hear me

1606
01:04:38,470 --> 01:04:35,430
it's still it's still very faint uh let

1607
01:04:39,990 --> 01:04:38,480
me let me see here um if she's okay

1608
01:04:42,870 --> 01:04:40,000
paulie do you know how to send direct

1609
01:04:45,190 --> 01:04:42,880
messages on telegram to me

1610
01:04:47,349 --> 01:04:45,200
uh yeah all right okay

1611
01:04:49,190 --> 01:04:47,359
does she have does she have telegram or

1612
01:04:50,950 --> 01:04:49,200
is it gonna be a

1613
01:04:53,029 --> 01:04:50,960
kind of a burden for her to download it

1614
01:04:54,470 --> 01:04:53,039
right now

1615
01:04:57,510 --> 01:04:54,480
uh

1616
01:04:59,109 --> 01:04:57,520
no she doesn't okay well if she's okay

1617
01:05:01,349 --> 01:04:59,119
right if she's okay with that what i can

1618
01:05:03,029 --> 01:05:01,359
do i can dial her through skype right

1619
01:05:05,270 --> 01:05:03,039
now and i get much better signal if

1620
01:05:07,190 --> 01:05:05,280
she's okay with that

1621
01:05:09,990 --> 01:05:07,200
yeah let's do that is that okay

1622
01:05:12,150 --> 01:05:10,000
yeah so okay just uh yeah well yeah so

1623
01:05:14,710 --> 01:05:12,160
while just uh

1624
01:05:16,789 --> 01:05:14,720
yeah just text it to me over the the

1625
01:05:19,510 --> 01:05:16,799
private messaging telegram

1626
01:05:21,589 --> 01:05:19,520
okay i'll do that and then i'll i'll

1627
01:05:25,430 --> 01:05:21,599
give her a call

1628
01:05:25,440 --> 01:05:28,470
okay

1629
01:05:30,950 --> 01:05:29,349
all right

1630
01:05:33,109 --> 01:05:30,960
yeah i know i um

1631
01:05:35,349 --> 01:05:33,119
yeah just recently not recently just a

1632
01:05:37,029 --> 01:05:35,359
while back i don't usually do that but i

1633
01:05:38,390 --> 01:05:37,039
realized wait a minute i can do phone

1634
01:05:40,789 --> 01:05:38,400
calls over

1635
01:05:43,349 --> 01:05:40,799
over skype and so i've had some minutes

1636
01:05:44,390 --> 01:05:43,359
a while back so on occasions like this i

1637
01:05:46,069 --> 01:05:44,400
don't mind

1638
01:05:49,430 --> 01:05:46,079
doing it especially if there's somebody

1639
01:05:51,990 --> 01:05:49,440
wants to talk but can't get to me and

1640
01:05:53,430 --> 01:05:52,000
it's not or can't use telegram then i

1641
01:05:55,430 --> 01:05:53,440
don't mind

1642
01:05:57,510 --> 01:05:55,440
spending some time in this way to make a

1643
01:06:00,630 --> 01:05:57,520
connection for someone who's really

1644
01:06:02,150 --> 01:06:00,640
eager and willing to talk

1645
01:06:10,789 --> 01:06:02,160
um

1646
01:06:10,799 --> 01:06:14,309
uh sonia

1647
01:06:17,430 --> 01:06:16,069
ask and then what is your name on

1648
01:06:21,029 --> 01:06:17,440
telegram

1649
01:06:24,630 --> 01:06:21,039
uh well this is um

1650
01:06:28,549 --> 01:06:27,029
hey do you mind sorry i can't

1651
01:06:30,069 --> 01:06:28,559
could you send me a message and i'll

1652
01:06:32,549 --> 01:06:30,079
reply to it

1653
01:06:33,670 --> 01:06:32,559
oh yeah yeah i can i can do that too all

1654
01:06:35,029 --> 01:06:33,680
right thanks

1655
01:06:37,350 --> 01:06:35,039
all right

1656
01:06:38,950 --> 01:06:37,360
so i apologize everyone for

1657
01:06:41,670 --> 01:06:38,960
[Music]

1658
01:06:48,549 --> 01:06:41,680
for having to do this live but uh please

1659
01:06:48,559 --> 01:07:00,710
all right what do we got

1660
01:07:03,910 --> 01:07:01,589
uh

1661
01:07:07,430 --> 01:07:03,920
sonia the question you know the reason

1662
01:07:08,789 --> 01:07:07,440
why i said i have a telegram direct for

1663
01:07:10,630 --> 01:07:08,799
my personal

1664
01:07:12,789 --> 01:07:10,640
and nothing against you but i really

1665
01:07:15,190 --> 01:07:12,799
would like to keep that private what i

1666
01:07:16,789 --> 01:07:15,200
can do if you are already part of the

1667
01:07:19,190 --> 01:07:16,799
telegram group

1668
01:07:23,029 --> 01:07:19,200
i can find you and then you can

1669
01:07:25,589 --> 01:07:23,039
to right click on your name and i can um

1670
01:07:27,670 --> 01:07:25,599
i can send you to your message

1671
01:07:32,789 --> 01:07:27,680
then you can

1672
01:07:32,799 --> 01:07:37,270
so there's

1673
01:07:37,280 --> 01:07:40,069
paulie

1674
01:07:40,079 --> 01:07:43,990
send a message

1675
01:07:55,109 --> 01:07:45,190
so

1676
01:07:57,589 --> 01:07:55,119
already part of the the group

1677
01:07:59,190 --> 01:07:57,599
let me search you also here

1678
01:08:04,710 --> 01:07:59,200
because if you're if you're part of that

1679
01:08:08,950 --> 01:08:06,710
send you a message there and then you

1680
01:08:12,789 --> 01:08:08,960
can write back

1681
01:08:16,709 --> 01:08:14,630
no

1682
01:08:18,950 --> 01:08:16,719
but yeah if you join a group if you uh

1683
01:08:22,390 --> 01:08:18,960
click on if you download telegram or if

1684
01:08:25,269 --> 01:08:22,400
you already have it uh you can go uh to

1685
01:08:27,669 --> 01:08:25,279
the telegram group or ufo hub telegram

1686
01:08:29,349 --> 01:08:27,679
group join it and you'll add you'll be

1687
01:08:31,749 --> 01:08:29,359
added to the list and then i can search

1688
01:08:34,229 --> 01:08:31,759
for you and i can send you a direct

1689
01:08:36,229 --> 01:08:34,239
direct message to you that way so um

1690
01:08:46,149 --> 01:08:36,239
it's not a general chat you'll i'll only

1691
01:08:46,159 --> 01:08:54,229
all right let's see i'm about to

1692
01:08:58,390 --> 01:08:57,110
caller here and we'll see

1693
01:09:14,950 --> 01:08:58,400
if

1694
01:09:14,960 --> 01:09:28,630
oh it says unavailable

1695
01:09:32,870 --> 01:09:30,470
all right let me try again

1696
01:09:34,630 --> 01:09:32,880
uh sorry about this y'all let me see if

1697
01:09:41,189 --> 01:09:34,640
i can

1698
01:09:46,229 --> 01:09:42,229
there we go

1699
01:09:49,749 --> 01:09:48,070
so yeah polly i've been uh i've been

1700
01:09:51,269 --> 01:09:49,759
trying to call her and says it's

1701
01:09:57,110 --> 01:09:51,279
unavailable

1702
01:10:05,830 --> 01:09:58,550
dial out

1703
01:10:09,990 --> 01:10:08,790
uh what is my opinion on greg braden you

1704
01:10:13,189 --> 01:10:10,000
know honestly when it comes to these

1705
01:10:14,830 --> 01:10:13,199
different people um whoever you

1706
01:10:17,669 --> 01:10:14,840
you know get

1707
01:10:20,870 --> 01:10:17,679
uh get kind of um

1708
01:10:24,790 --> 01:10:20,880
uh drawn to however you end up finding

1709
01:10:26,310 --> 01:10:24,800
out who they are or their information um

1710
01:10:28,149 --> 01:10:26,320
i would um

1711
01:10:29,830 --> 01:10:28,159
you know i would then recommend you

1712
01:10:32,550 --> 01:10:29,840
watching or listening whatever it is

1713
01:10:34,950 --> 01:10:32,560
that that came across your way because i

1714
01:10:37,030 --> 01:10:34,960
don't believe in accidents so if there's

1715
01:10:38,630 --> 01:10:37,040
uh a reason why you came across that

1716
01:10:41,270 --> 01:10:38,640
person then there's something there that

1717
01:10:42,790 --> 01:10:41,280
you need in your development you know or

1718
01:10:46,550 --> 01:10:42,800
just for entertainment whatever the

1719
01:10:48,709 --> 01:10:46,560
purpose is it's important for you to to

1720
01:10:50,550 --> 01:10:48,719
i guess follow up on it so when it come

1721
01:10:52,390 --> 01:10:50,560
when when you're asking specific

1722
01:10:53,830 --> 01:10:52,400
questions about

1723
01:10:55,669 --> 01:10:53,840
should you should you not listen to

1724
01:10:57,910 --> 01:10:55,679
somebody honestly it's not my place to

1725
01:11:00,310 --> 01:10:57,920
say you know through your own life

1726
01:11:09,510 --> 01:11:00,320
experience you'll find out is this

1727
01:11:12,390 --> 01:11:11,510
um

1728
01:11:15,189 --> 01:11:12,400
well the

1729
01:11:17,189 --> 01:11:15,199
the she was very faint

1730
01:11:18,870 --> 01:11:17,199
coming through faintly on my end and

1731
01:11:21,750 --> 01:11:18,880
especially if i'm gonna be

1732
01:11:21,760 --> 01:11:35,110
let's see

1733
01:11:35,120 --> 01:11:56,550
let's go to calls and try this again

1734
01:11:59,510 --> 01:11:58,229
yeah it just keeps saying it's it's

1735
01:12:00,870 --> 01:11:59,520
unavailable

1736
01:12:03,350 --> 01:12:00,880
um

1737
01:12:04,709 --> 01:12:03,360
well paulie i don't know how difficult

1738
01:12:07,669 --> 01:12:04,719
it would be

1739
01:12:09,830 --> 01:12:07,679
for her to maybe

1740
01:12:11,830 --> 01:12:09,840
get telegram but i think it might take a

1741
01:12:13,910 --> 01:12:11,840
while to set up especially if you're

1742
01:12:16,070 --> 01:12:13,920
trying to talk directly i don't i have

1743
01:12:17,270 --> 01:12:16,080
no idea i'm looking at these at these

1744
01:12:19,830 --> 01:12:17,280
numbers

1745
01:12:21,510 --> 01:12:19,840
and they seem to be the the right amount

1746
01:12:23,110 --> 01:12:21,520
of numbers for the

1747
01:12:29,430 --> 01:12:23,120
united states is she in the united

1748
01:12:32,310 --> 01:12:30,310
yeah

1749
01:12:34,149 --> 01:12:32,320
hey i'll give you my number and maybe

1750
01:12:35,590 --> 01:12:34,159
just call and i'll merge the calls on my

1751
01:12:37,110 --> 01:12:35,600
end and work

1752
01:12:39,350 --> 01:12:37,120
you wanna try that

1753
01:12:44,229 --> 01:12:39,360
uh yeah i mean we could at this time we

1754
01:12:47,990 --> 01:12:46,070
so yeah forgive me for those of you

1755
01:12:49,830 --> 01:12:48,000
listening and watching um

1756
01:12:53,510 --> 01:12:49,840
sometimes

1757
01:13:04,870 --> 01:12:53,520
we gotta do certain things and so

1758
01:13:04,880 --> 01:13:07,710
hi can you hear me

1759
01:13:07,720 --> 01:13:11,110
[Music]

1760
01:13:31,970 --> 01:13:13,510
um i had somebody answer

1761
01:13:31,980 --> 01:13:37,750
[Music]

1762
01:13:37,760 --> 01:13:44,830
all

1763
01:13:49,669 --> 01:13:47,270
right yeah no i it looked like for a

1764
01:13:50,550 --> 01:13:49,679
second her number came through but then

1765
01:13:52,470 --> 01:13:50,560
uh

1766
01:13:54,870 --> 01:13:52,480
wasn't successful let's try this one

1767
01:13:56,229 --> 01:13:54,880
after that uh then we'll we'll try it

1768
01:13:58,950 --> 01:13:56,239
maybe some other time i don't want to

1769
01:14:00,790 --> 01:13:58,960
take up too much of people's people's

1770
01:14:02,709 --> 01:14:00,800
time so i'm going to

1771
01:14:12,470 --> 01:14:02,719
dial

1772
01:14:12,480 --> 01:14:20,950
hey polly can you hear me

1773
01:14:26,950 --> 01:14:22,709
all right well let's see if if that

1774
01:14:26,960 --> 01:14:34,390
what else we got

1775
01:14:37,910 --> 01:14:35,189
uh

1776
01:14:39,830 --> 01:14:37,920
petey says he's too hollywood

1777
01:14:43,110 --> 01:14:39,840
like for me most of the time but

1778
01:14:45,590 --> 01:14:43,120
sometimes this resonates with me

1779
01:14:46,870 --> 01:14:45,600
right well i mean you never yeah i'm

1780
01:14:49,910 --> 01:14:46,880
here

1781
01:14:54,070 --> 01:14:49,920
oh you're talking to her

1782
01:14:57,990 --> 01:14:56,550
okay let me let me unmute

1783
01:15:01,189 --> 01:14:58,000
that's all right

1784
01:15:03,110 --> 01:15:01,199
so my story isn't going to be all

1785
01:15:05,189 --> 01:15:03,120
exciting without with all this

1786
01:15:07,430 --> 01:15:05,199
anticipation

1787
01:15:10,870 --> 01:15:07,440
uh just real quick are you having a tv

1788
01:15:17,430 --> 01:15:10,880
in the background is that paulie

1789
01:15:21,270 --> 01:15:19,510
um okay go ahead let's see yeah let's

1790
01:15:22,830 --> 01:15:21,280
see because i was hearing some echoes

1791
01:15:27,110 --> 01:15:22,840
we'll see if it

1792
01:15:29,590 --> 01:15:27,120
works do i sound all right now

1793
01:15:31,350 --> 01:15:29,600
yes go ahead just uh uh tell us what you

1794
01:15:34,149 --> 01:15:31,360
wanted to say

1795
01:15:37,430 --> 01:15:34,159
just really quick i um did see that

1796
01:15:39,830 --> 01:15:37,440
movie eternal yesterday and it's a like

1797
01:15:42,229 --> 01:15:39,840
a marvel movie and i'm not really into i

1798
01:15:44,470 --> 01:15:42,239
don't really watch marvel and like comic

1799
01:15:47,510 --> 01:15:44,480
book movies but it just so happened that

1800
01:15:49,990 --> 01:15:47,520
this movie was like at the time that we

1801
01:15:51,350 --> 01:15:50,000
wanted to go to a movie so we picked it

1802
01:15:54,950 --> 01:15:51,360
and

1803
01:15:58,550 --> 01:15:54,960
like the first scene was this

1804
01:16:00,630 --> 01:15:58,560
ufo you know a triangle ufo thing and

1805
01:16:03,030 --> 01:16:00,640
it's so crazy because it's

1806
01:16:05,830 --> 01:16:03,040
exactly what i saw when i was a teenager

1807
01:16:08,070 --> 01:16:05,840
like in the 90s and i did i am friends

1808
01:16:09,910 --> 01:16:08,080
with paulie so i had told him the story

1809
01:16:12,630 --> 01:16:09,920
and you know there's not a lot of people

1810
01:16:13,669 --> 01:16:12,640
that i talked to about you know what i

1811
01:16:16,709 --> 01:16:13,679
saw

1812
01:16:18,070 --> 01:16:16,719
um and i had told paulie this and then

1813
01:16:20,870 --> 01:16:18,080
just

1814
01:16:24,229 --> 01:16:20,880
basically seeing what i had seen in the

1815
01:16:25,669 --> 01:16:24,239
90s like on tv on the big screen

1816
01:16:29,270 --> 01:16:25,679
exactly

1817
01:16:38,630 --> 01:16:29,280
just

1818
01:16:42,470 --> 01:16:38,640
had seen because you know now to present

1819
01:16:44,790 --> 01:16:42,480
day it was always just a memory a faded

1820
01:16:46,830 --> 01:16:44,800
faint memory and then you know just to

1821
01:16:49,830 --> 01:16:46,840
see it on like this

1822
01:16:52,630 --> 01:16:49,840
random event

1823
01:16:55,110 --> 01:16:52,640
at the beginning and tell where you were

1824
01:16:56,470 --> 01:16:55,120
and what it looked like and about see

1825
01:16:59,910 --> 01:16:56,480
when i saw it

1826
01:17:03,990 --> 01:16:59,920
yeah yeah yeah um yeah so it was in

1827
01:17:06,790 --> 01:17:04,000
orange county california in this area

1828
01:17:08,870 --> 01:17:06,800
that was sort of underdeveloped the city

1829
01:17:12,229 --> 01:17:08,880
was just starting to

1830
01:17:14,310 --> 01:17:12,239
become developed so

1831
01:17:16,550 --> 01:17:14,320
i was in high school at the time and i

1832
01:17:18,070 --> 01:17:16,560
was waiting on the street for a friend

1833
01:17:21,189 --> 01:17:18,080
to pick us up

1834
01:17:23,350 --> 01:17:21,199
and i was with my best friend and the

1835
01:17:24,149 --> 01:17:23,360
street that we were on

1836
01:17:26,790 --> 01:17:24,159
was

1837
01:17:28,950 --> 01:17:26,800
like the last streak of the city so

1838
01:17:31,270 --> 01:17:28,960
everything outside of that was just like

1839
01:17:32,149 --> 01:17:31,280
hills it's like kind of like with cows

1840
01:17:40,229 --> 01:17:32,159
and

1841
01:17:41,430 --> 01:17:40,239
like the only big street at that edge of

1842
01:17:43,669 --> 01:17:41,440
the city

1843
01:17:45,990 --> 01:17:43,679
and it was late at night we had like

1844
01:17:48,070 --> 01:17:46,000
snuck out of the house being teenagers

1845
01:17:50,229 --> 01:17:48,080
you know waited to get picked up

1846
01:17:51,229 --> 01:17:50,239
and we saw this

1847
01:17:52,870 --> 01:17:51,239
black

1848
01:17:55,030 --> 01:17:52,880
humongous

1849
01:17:55,990 --> 01:17:55,040
triangle

1850
01:17:59,270 --> 01:17:56,000
i guess

1851
01:18:01,750 --> 01:17:59,280
ufo spaceship thing like just floating

1852
01:18:03,830 --> 01:18:01,760
like right above us or coming over the

1853
01:18:05,750 --> 01:18:03,840
mountain or the hills

1854
01:18:09,030 --> 01:18:05,760
and it had no sound

1855
01:18:13,189 --> 01:18:09,040
and it was just like floating but moving

1856
01:18:14,790 --> 01:18:13,199
kind of like from right to left and

1857
01:18:15,910 --> 01:18:14,800
um

1858
01:18:18,870 --> 01:18:15,920
i don't know

1859
01:18:20,790 --> 01:18:18,880
for it was

1860
01:18:23,030 --> 01:18:20,800
it's hard to explain like how big it is

1861
01:18:25,669 --> 01:18:23,040
i guess it's maybe

1862
01:18:28,070 --> 01:18:25,679
like a football field 1012 football

1863
01:18:30,390 --> 01:18:28,080
fields i don't know it's huge

1864
01:18:32,950 --> 01:18:30,400
it was gigantic and it was black it was

1865
01:18:34,630 --> 01:18:32,960
dark i mean where we were was dark

1866
01:18:37,510 --> 01:18:34,640
anyway so

1867
01:18:39,350 --> 01:18:37,520
and where it's coming from there weren't

1868
01:18:42,149 --> 01:18:39,360
like houses over there so it was just

1869
01:18:45,350 --> 01:18:42,159
for whatever reason just like floating

1870
01:18:47,030 --> 01:18:45,360
moving from left to right over

1871
01:18:51,270 --> 01:18:47,040
the hills

1872
01:18:53,990 --> 01:18:51,280
and it was totally perfect triangle

1873
01:18:56,550 --> 01:18:54,000
but it and it only had like a few lights

1874
01:18:58,390 --> 01:18:56,560
in the front like tiny tiny tiny lights

1875
01:19:00,310 --> 01:18:58,400
like little ones not

1876
01:19:02,870 --> 01:19:00,320
you know floodlights or whatever you're

1877
01:19:04,870 --> 01:19:02,880
saying that is the exact same ship uh

1878
01:19:07,350 --> 01:19:04,880
that they had in the movie

1879
01:19:09,430 --> 01:19:07,360
or something yeah so then yesterday in

1880
01:19:12,070 --> 01:19:09,440
the beginning of the movie

1881
01:19:15,750 --> 01:19:12,080
it's the scene where and it takes place

1882
01:19:19,030 --> 01:19:15,760
i think they said it was like 500

1883
01:19:21,590 --> 01:19:19,040
bc or something and it was coming

1884
01:19:24,630 --> 01:19:21,600
floating exactly the same way over the

1885
01:19:25,750 --> 01:19:24,640
ocean like onto the shore in the movie

1886
01:19:27,990 --> 01:19:25,760
um

1887
01:19:30,630 --> 01:19:28,000
but it was just like a shock and a

1888
01:19:32,470 --> 01:19:30,640
relief to see that

1889
01:19:34,630 --> 01:19:32,480
that is exactly what it looked like like

1890
01:19:36,550 --> 01:19:34,640
not only was it of course you know the

1891
01:19:38,950 --> 01:19:36,560
right the same shape a triangle was

1892
01:19:41,750 --> 01:19:38,960
black but it was just floating and

1893
01:19:43,430 --> 01:19:41,760
moving and the same size

1894
01:19:45,590 --> 01:19:43,440
um and then just

1895
01:19:49,030 --> 01:19:45,600
what i was telling polly yesterday also

1896
01:19:50,709 --> 01:19:49,040
just like throughout watching the movie

1897
01:19:54,149 --> 01:19:50,719
i don't know it just seems like there's

1898
01:19:56,709 --> 01:19:54,159
a lot of references to the things that

1899
01:19:58,630 --> 01:19:56,719
we talk about you know especially on ufo

1900
01:20:02,630 --> 01:19:58,640
hub which i'm so glad that you're back i

1901
01:20:03,669 --> 01:20:02,640
missed you on open lines for a month

1902
01:20:05,510 --> 01:20:03,679
all of

1903
01:20:07,270 --> 01:20:05,520
us friends that watch you we were like

1904
01:20:08,629 --> 01:20:07,280
so sad so we had it we couldn't wait

1905
01:20:10,149 --> 01:20:08,639
till you came back so we're glad you're

1906
01:20:11,910 --> 01:20:10,159
back but well thank you i appreciate

1907
01:20:13,830 --> 01:20:11,920
that you know

1908
01:20:16,070 --> 01:20:13,840
it's just really weird that i mean of

1909
01:20:19,990 --> 01:20:16,080
course these are you know fictional

1910
01:20:21,030 --> 01:20:20,000
stories and i just feel that

1911
01:20:23,510 --> 01:20:21,040
they

1912
01:20:25,910 --> 01:20:23,520
it just has some sort of like truth to

1913
01:20:27,669 --> 01:20:25,920
it where normal regular people not

1914
01:20:29,350 --> 01:20:27,679
normal but regular people who aren't

1915
01:20:32,390 --> 01:20:29,360
into this kind of stuff would watch it

1916
01:20:33,830 --> 01:20:32,400
as just like a fictional you know

1917
01:20:35,430 --> 01:20:33,840
story

1918
01:20:37,990 --> 01:20:35,440
but

1919
01:20:41,510 --> 01:20:38,000
others that know more about what's what

1920
01:20:43,590 --> 01:20:41,520
is happening and are our experiences it

1921
01:20:45,669 --> 01:20:43,600
just has resonates differently when i

1922
01:20:47,270 --> 01:20:45,679
watch when i saw that movie i mean like

1923
01:20:49,110 --> 01:20:47,280
i said i don't normally watch these

1924
01:20:51,990 --> 01:20:49,120
movies i don't know anything about you

1925
01:20:54,629 --> 01:20:52,000
know these writers that write these

1926
01:20:55,669 --> 01:20:54,639
comic books but after watching that i'm

1927
01:20:59,350 --> 01:20:55,679
just like

1928
01:21:00,390 --> 01:20:59,360
they're probably they seem just so

1929
01:21:03,270 --> 01:21:00,400
more

1930
01:21:05,030 --> 01:21:03,280
deep into like the detail you know i

1931
01:21:08,229 --> 01:21:05,040
don't know i don't know

1932
01:21:09,110 --> 01:21:08,239
well she gives the fact that right

1933
01:21:10,790 --> 01:21:09,120
but i was

1934
01:21:12,709 --> 01:21:10,800
going to finish up i was going to add to

1935
01:21:15,110 --> 01:21:12,719
to your story okay

1936
01:21:17,669 --> 01:21:15,120
at the very end so of course there's

1937
01:21:19,910 --> 01:21:17,679
like tons of references i told paulie

1938
01:21:23,750 --> 01:21:19,920
you need to watch it just because

1939
01:21:25,910 --> 01:21:23,760
our you know reality is different than

1940
01:21:26,950 --> 01:21:25,920
other people's reality you know things

1941
01:21:29,590 --> 01:21:26,960
that we

1942
01:21:31,910 --> 01:21:29,600
talk about um but at the very end like

1943
01:21:35,590 --> 01:21:31,920
for the credits they show or they kind

1944
01:21:36,470 --> 01:21:35,600
of talk about in reference pyramids and

1945
01:21:37,669 --> 01:21:36,480
you know

1946
01:21:40,390 --> 01:21:37,679
the eye

1947
01:21:44,709 --> 01:21:40,400
and just things back from

1948
01:21:46,629 --> 01:21:44,719
the byzantine empire days and you know

1949
01:21:48,229 --> 01:21:46,639
the egyptians and

1950
01:21:49,750 --> 01:21:48,239
hieroglyphs and

1951
01:21:52,070 --> 01:21:49,760
i don't know it was just like really

1952
01:21:54,470 --> 01:21:52,080
interesting and i walked away just

1953
01:21:57,189 --> 01:21:54,480
feeling for me personally i was just

1954
01:21:59,590 --> 01:21:57,199
like so amazed that i saw

1955
01:22:01,189 --> 01:21:59,600
what i had seen you know in the 90s on

1956
01:22:03,669 --> 01:22:01,199
tv so

1957
01:22:05,430 --> 01:22:03,679
hey you i know you went i know you went

1958
01:22:08,390 --> 01:22:05,440
with a friend did you tell the friend

1959
01:22:09,590 --> 01:22:08,400
about it you just kept it to yourself

1960
01:22:12,070 --> 01:22:09,600
um no

1961
01:22:14,629 --> 01:22:12,080
my best friend actually passed away um

1962
01:22:17,590 --> 01:22:14,639
about seven years ago so

1963
01:22:21,270 --> 01:22:17,600
i was talking about the one year

1964
01:22:22,149 --> 01:22:21,280
oh sorry um yes i did tell her

1965
01:22:24,950 --> 01:22:22,159
but

1966
01:22:26,229 --> 01:22:24,960
i had to kind of like first tell her you

1967
01:22:30,149 --> 01:22:26,239
know it's really weird when i'm gonna

1968
01:22:32,709 --> 01:22:30,159
tell you i know it sounds strange but

1969
01:22:34,550 --> 01:22:32,719
you know i did i saw

1970
01:22:36,950 --> 01:22:34,560
a ufo that looked just like that and

1971
01:22:39,030 --> 01:22:36,960
it's just so crazy to see it on tv

1972
01:22:41,669 --> 01:22:39,040
but it just kind of makes it like a

1973
01:22:44,149 --> 01:22:41,679
strange story to mention to her like

1974
01:22:45,510 --> 01:22:44,159
after the fact to first tell her that i

1975
01:22:47,030 --> 01:22:45,520
saw something that looked like that and

1976
01:22:49,030 --> 01:22:47,040
then to see it on

1977
01:22:51,350 --> 01:22:49,040
tv where with you it's different because

1978
01:22:54,149 --> 01:22:51,360
i told you paulie like exactly what it

1979
01:22:56,550 --> 01:22:54,159
looked like and i never really

1980
01:22:58,550 --> 01:22:56,560
you know looked into it

1981
01:23:00,950 --> 01:22:58,560
like researched it i just know that that

1982
01:23:02,149 --> 01:23:00,960
was my experience and that's what i saw

1983
01:23:03,990 --> 01:23:02,159
and

1984
01:23:05,750 --> 01:23:04,000
i don't really do a lot of research

1985
01:23:07,750 --> 01:23:05,760
other than just like conversing with

1986
01:23:09,590 --> 01:23:07,760
people who have kind of the same

1987
01:23:12,310 --> 01:23:09,600
experiences that i do i think they call

1988
01:23:14,550 --> 01:23:12,320
those things tr3bs or something i think

1989
01:23:16,229 --> 01:23:14,560
that's the name of it i don't know yeah

1990
01:23:18,629 --> 01:23:16,239
you know you were sending me something

1991
01:23:20,709 --> 01:23:18,639
oh and then you had had mentioned that

1992
01:23:21,669 --> 01:23:20,719
you met somebody who also saw the same

1993
01:23:24,470 --> 01:23:21,679
thing

1994
01:23:26,229 --> 01:23:24,480
at camp pendleton and

1995
01:23:28,790 --> 01:23:26,239
the strange thing about that and you

1996
01:23:30,310 --> 01:23:28,800
told me that maybe a few months ago and

1997
01:23:32,149 --> 01:23:30,320
what's weird is

1998
01:23:34,149 --> 01:23:32,159
the direction that it was coming from

1999
01:23:35,910 --> 01:23:34,159
was coming from camp pendleton at that

2000
01:23:38,149 --> 01:23:35,920
time because it was in south orange

2001
01:23:40,149 --> 01:23:38,159
county when i saw it and it was coming

2002
01:23:42,470 --> 01:23:40,159
from south to north

2003
01:23:45,350 --> 01:23:42,480
and you know you didn't know that and i

2004
01:23:47,270 --> 01:23:45,360
didn't know put that reference until you

2005
01:23:48,870 --> 01:23:47,280
told me like a few months ago that some

2006
01:23:50,709 --> 01:23:48,880
guy said he saw

2007
01:23:52,149 --> 01:23:50,719
a triangle

2008
01:23:54,070 --> 01:23:52,159
ufo

2009
01:23:55,270 --> 01:23:54,080
in the camp pendleton area

2010
01:23:57,430 --> 01:23:55,280
so

2011
01:24:00,870 --> 01:23:57,440
anyways

2012
01:24:02,229 --> 01:24:00,880
that's just my little crazy story

2013
01:24:04,310 --> 01:24:02,239
well i'm glad you had it thank you for

2014
01:24:07,270 --> 01:24:04,320
sharing yeah no definitely thank you for

2015
01:24:08,870 --> 01:24:07,280
sharing um what what um i

2016
01:24:10,550 --> 01:24:08,880
did you want to add something else

2017
01:24:12,550 --> 01:24:10,560
because i was gonna drop this connection

2018
01:24:14,790 --> 01:24:12,560
and then get back to the

2019
01:24:16,470 --> 01:24:14,800
to the to the youtube if you watch it on

2020
01:24:20,149 --> 01:24:16,480
youtube because i was gonna respond to

2021
01:24:22,229 --> 01:24:20,159
something regard regarding your story

2022
01:24:23,990 --> 01:24:22,239
yeah i'm i'm watching it on youtube okay

2023
01:24:26,310 --> 01:24:24,000
good deal so you hear my answer there

2024
01:24:28,550 --> 01:24:26,320
and um if you you can always chime into

2025
01:24:31,669 --> 01:24:28,560
the chat but uh i'm glad we're able to

2026
01:24:34,390 --> 01:24:31,679
do this loop around via uh paulie so

2027
01:24:36,470 --> 01:24:34,400
thank you thank you both yeah thanks for

2028
01:24:38,550 --> 01:24:36,480
going through all the trouble

2029
01:24:40,790 --> 01:24:38,560
no problem everybody for listening

2030
01:24:42,070 --> 01:24:40,800
okay all right okay all right thanks

2031
01:24:45,350 --> 01:24:42,080
thanks chrissy

2032
01:24:49,350 --> 01:24:45,360
all right so let me get my stuff back in

2033
01:24:51,270 --> 01:24:50,310
all right

2034
01:24:53,189 --> 01:24:51,280
um

2035
01:24:55,110 --> 01:24:53,199
so regard you know what's interesting

2036
01:25:00,229 --> 01:24:55,120
about

2037
01:25:01,830 --> 01:25:00,239
quite a few times in talks

2038
01:25:03,910 --> 01:25:01,840
so

2039
01:25:06,390 --> 01:25:03,920
for those of you who have seen the five

2040
01:25:08,790 --> 01:25:06,400
stages of contact that i've initially uh

2041
01:25:11,030 --> 01:25:08,800
you know initially talked about

2042
01:25:13,910 --> 01:25:11,040
the very first thing that had occurred

2043
01:25:15,669 --> 01:25:13,920
that i call i i term termed in myself

2044
01:25:17,750 --> 01:25:15,679
the consciousness touch

2045
01:25:20,470 --> 01:25:17,760
and basically

2046
01:25:22,870 --> 01:25:20,480
talking about those energies

2047
01:25:25,910 --> 01:25:22,880
the effect that they had on us as human

2048
01:25:27,270 --> 01:25:25,920
beings is that we kind of immediately uh

2049
01:25:31,510 --> 01:25:27,280
shut down

2050
01:25:33,590 --> 01:25:31,520
and kind of would not look into

2051
01:25:36,149 --> 01:25:33,600
into what what had occurred it was like

2052
01:25:38,629 --> 01:25:36,159
almost this uh subconscious collective

2053
01:25:40,790 --> 01:25:38,639
there's this shock wave that resonated

2054
01:25:43,510 --> 01:25:40,800
throughout and we all just went

2055
01:25:45,510 --> 01:25:43,520
what in the world is this and so what

2056
01:25:48,390 --> 01:25:45,520
basically we've been collectively doing

2057
01:25:50,470 --> 01:25:48,400
is um and i've used this example often

2058
01:25:51,669 --> 01:25:50,480
and and i'm sorry i have to set this up

2059
01:25:53,910 --> 01:25:51,679
it's going to take me a while but i

2060
01:25:56,629 --> 01:25:53,920
promise i'll get to answer uh or at

2061
01:25:59,270 --> 01:25:56,639
least address your story regarding the

2062
01:26:02,790 --> 01:26:00,950
what we basically are doing is kind of

2063
01:26:05,510 --> 01:26:02,800
like imagine you being in this room and

2064
01:26:07,510 --> 01:26:05,520
a person enters and for whatever reason

2065
01:26:09,590 --> 01:26:07,520
whatever reason might be you do not want

2066
01:26:10,550 --> 01:26:09,600
to look at that person and so you go

2067
01:26:12,870 --> 01:26:10,560
about

2068
01:26:15,510 --> 01:26:12,880
cleaning the kitchen and and cleaning

2069
01:26:18,149 --> 01:26:15,520
this place and arranging your room and

2070
01:26:20,470 --> 01:26:18,159
you sit down and you watch some tv and

2071
01:26:22,550 --> 01:26:20,480
whatever all the while this person is

2072
01:26:24,470 --> 01:26:22,560
still there and for whatever reason

2073
01:26:27,110 --> 01:26:24,480
you're still not looking at them that's

2074
01:26:30,470 --> 01:26:27,120
kind of what we have collectively done

2075
01:26:32,950 --> 01:26:30,480
when this new energy kind of overcame

2076
01:26:34,950 --> 01:26:32,960
came us and so

2077
01:26:37,270 --> 01:26:34,960
what what's happening then because of

2078
01:26:39,189 --> 01:26:37,280
that is that

2079
01:26:41,110 --> 01:26:39,199
we as a collective

2080
01:26:42,870 --> 01:26:41,120
or like us as humans for lack of a

2081
01:26:45,110 --> 01:26:42,880
better word we

2082
01:26:46,470 --> 01:26:45,120
are toying with the idea

2083
01:26:48,629 --> 01:26:46,480
to say

2084
01:26:50,229 --> 01:26:48,639
how would it be like if we were to start

2085
01:26:52,470 --> 01:26:50,239
looking into this direction where this

2086
01:26:54,229 --> 01:26:52,480
energy is coming from to face whatever

2087
01:26:56,790 --> 01:26:54,239
we know is there waiting for us to turn

2088
01:26:58,390 --> 01:26:56,800
around and look at them right and that

2089
01:26:59,990 --> 01:26:58,400
translates into

2090
01:27:03,990 --> 01:27:00,000
um initially

2091
01:27:06,070 --> 01:27:04,000
back in the 50s as like this invasion

2092
01:27:08,550 --> 01:27:06,080
of these aliens coming from these other

2093
01:27:10,550 --> 01:27:08,560
planets trying to take over the planet

2094
01:27:13,030 --> 01:27:10,560
kill us and take over right because

2095
01:27:16,149 --> 01:27:13,040
initially that was the shock so it

2096
01:27:18,629 --> 01:27:16,159
it was translated as a threat

2097
01:27:20,550 --> 01:27:18,639
then as we as time progresses and we're

2098
01:27:22,870 --> 01:27:20,560
realizing while we're still here things

2099
01:27:24,390 --> 01:27:22,880
aren't ending we're still not looking

2100
01:27:27,669 --> 01:27:24,400
into the direction

2101
01:27:29,510 --> 01:27:27,679
of where these who you know where this

2102
01:27:32,709 --> 01:27:29,520
what these beings are but to use the

2103
01:27:35,750 --> 01:27:32,719
scenario of this room that at so then it

2104
01:27:37,990 --> 01:27:35,760
then went into the possibility of

2105
01:27:39,910 --> 01:27:38,000
well they could be just explorers so

2106
01:27:42,790 --> 01:27:39,920
then you have all these different movies

2107
01:27:44,390 --> 01:27:42,800
you know like et you know and cocoon and

2108
01:27:47,510 --> 01:27:44,400
all these different ones to where

2109
01:27:50,070 --> 01:27:47,520
collectively it trickles through through

2110
01:27:53,110 --> 01:27:50,080
individuals and directors and producers

2111
01:27:56,310 --> 01:27:53,120
uh to then become and manage to manifest

2112
01:27:59,110 --> 01:27:56,320
itself into movies and so

2113
01:28:01,350 --> 01:27:59,120
one aspect one thing that i learned

2114
01:28:03,990 --> 01:28:01,360
you know uh just having a lot of these

2115
01:28:04,950 --> 01:28:04,000
different out-of-body experiences um is

2116
01:28:06,870 --> 01:28:04,960
that

2117
01:28:08,709 --> 01:28:06,880
and i think bashar also mentioned

2118
01:28:11,189 --> 01:28:08,719
mentions that which is initially it's

2119
01:28:13,430 --> 01:28:11,199
kind of freaky when you realize this but

2120
01:28:15,110 --> 01:28:13,440
over time you kind of become to be okay

2121
01:28:18,229 --> 01:28:15,120
with it is that

2122
01:28:20,709 --> 01:28:18,239
um if you can imagine it

2123
01:28:23,350 --> 01:28:20,719
it it already exists because you cannot

2124
01:28:25,590 --> 01:28:23,360
imagine non-existence if you can imagine

2125
01:28:29,669 --> 01:28:25,600
it it exists in some shape or form or

2126
01:28:32,629 --> 01:28:29,679
some reality and so uh dosa the type of

2127
01:28:35,270 --> 01:28:32,639
um i guess these collective thoughts and

2128
01:28:37,510 --> 01:28:35,280
that basically then you know um

2129
01:28:38,950 --> 01:28:37,520
as we're all connected you know would

2130
01:28:40,390 --> 01:28:38,960
basically seep through these different

2131
01:28:43,110 --> 01:28:40,400
people that express themselves

2132
01:28:43,990 --> 01:28:43,120
creatively so i'm not surprised at all

2133
01:28:46,229 --> 01:28:44,000
that

2134
01:28:48,709 --> 01:28:46,239
what you already have seen and know for

2135
01:28:51,510 --> 01:28:48,719
a fact that it exists and you've seen it

2136
01:28:53,590 --> 01:28:51,520
for yourself that it would then permeate

2137
01:28:56,310 --> 01:28:53,600
to something like that to be on the

2138
01:28:57,910 --> 01:28:56,320
screen you know and possibly many other

2139
01:29:01,590 --> 01:28:57,920
people you know have seen that but

2140
01:29:03,830 --> 01:29:01,600
that's just my take on on

2141
01:29:05,669 --> 01:29:03,840
on what is going on there i'm sure

2142
01:29:07,189 --> 01:29:05,679
everyone looking at the scenario based

2143
01:29:08,870 --> 01:29:07,199
on their own personal experiences they

2144
01:29:11,750 --> 01:29:08,880
will you know give you a different

2145
01:29:14,950 --> 01:29:11,760
opinion but as i sit here right now

2146
01:29:16,709 --> 01:29:14,960
based on it on on my experiences um

2147
01:29:19,110 --> 01:29:16,719
that is very much

2148
01:29:20,070 --> 01:29:19,120
most likely what what i would presume

2149
01:29:23,590 --> 01:29:20,080
you know

2150
01:29:25,189 --> 01:29:23,600
because

2151
01:29:27,750 --> 01:29:25,199
sooner or later the more you look at the

2152
01:29:29,990 --> 01:29:27,760
different um different movies and they

2153
01:29:31,750 --> 01:29:30,000
the way they are evolving uh

2154
01:29:34,550 --> 01:29:31,760
i don't know if you noticed

2155
01:29:36,390 --> 01:29:34,560
um except for a few stragglers out of

2156
01:29:39,669 --> 01:29:36,400
nowhere what it's like

2157
01:29:42,550 --> 01:29:39,679
you know um aliens want to come and kill

2158
01:29:44,709 --> 01:29:42,560
you and attack most movies have been you

2159
01:29:46,790 --> 01:29:44,719
know went from a threat to their

2160
01:29:48,709 --> 01:29:46,800
explorers to they're just these

2161
01:29:50,709 --> 01:29:48,719
mysterious things that they want to

2162
01:29:53,430 --> 01:29:50,719
communicate but they're not exactly sure

2163
01:29:56,070 --> 01:29:53,440
how to establish it right and so knowing

2164
01:29:58,709 --> 01:29:56,080
that that is happening um uh

2165
01:30:00,950 --> 01:29:58,719
subconsciously permeating into a reality

2166
01:30:03,669 --> 01:30:00,960
to come through and come out in movies

2167
01:30:05,110 --> 01:30:03,679
in that way tells me that we're getting

2168
01:30:07,030 --> 01:30:05,120
there i don't know how much longer it

2169
01:30:08,870 --> 01:30:07,040
takes but we're going to get there to

2170
01:30:10,870 --> 01:30:08,880
this eventual

2171
01:30:11,830 --> 01:30:10,880
acceptance and

2172
01:30:19,990 --> 01:30:11,840
you know

2173
01:30:20,000 --> 01:30:23,830
right let's see what else we have

2174
01:30:23,840 --> 01:30:28,229
uh claudine how are you good to see you

2175
01:30:31,510 --> 01:30:29,030
uh

2176
01:30:33,990 --> 01:30:31,520
pd good night oh pd i'm sorry i covered

2177
01:30:37,590 --> 01:30:34,000
the dni uh i covered in the very

2178
01:30:39,590 --> 01:30:37,600
beginning so the video and the dna story

2179
01:30:41,590 --> 01:30:39,600
like uh if you just

2180
01:30:43,030 --> 01:30:41,600
take that live live bar

2181
01:30:44,550 --> 01:30:43,040
go all the way back to the beginning

2182
01:30:46,390 --> 01:30:44,560
you'll see me mention

2183
01:30:54,629 --> 01:30:46,400
addressing it and mentioning some things

2184
01:30:59,669 --> 01:30:58,629
susie that was an amazing story

2185
01:31:03,030 --> 01:30:59,679
i'm assuming you're talking about

2186
01:31:05,270 --> 01:31:03,040
christie's right um sonya says i was

2187
01:31:07,590 --> 01:31:05,280
contacted but shut them out i wasn't

2188
01:31:09,830 --> 01:31:07,600
ready at the time right yeah no it i

2189
01:31:10,870 --> 01:31:09,840
mean it all it all depends from person

2190
01:31:12,070 --> 01:31:10,880
to person

2191
01:31:13,350 --> 01:31:12,080
uh

2192
01:31:15,750 --> 01:31:13,360
because

2193
01:31:18,149 --> 01:31:15,760
from my initial 11 when i was 11 years

2194
01:31:20,149 --> 01:31:18,159
old and had that out of body experience

2195
01:31:21,990 --> 01:31:20,159
and that was very you know confusing to

2196
01:31:23,430 --> 01:31:22,000
me um

2197
01:31:25,669 --> 01:31:23,440
it wasn't

2198
01:31:29,830 --> 01:31:25,679
pretty much till i was

2199
01:31:32,950 --> 01:31:29,840
25 that it started more heavily and

2200
01:31:34,709 --> 01:31:32,960
in your face type experiences to where i

2201
01:31:36,870 --> 01:31:34,719
was finally getting the type of answers

2202
01:31:38,470 --> 01:31:36,880
i was looking for so that's quite quite

2203
01:31:39,910 --> 01:31:38,480
a lot of years that

2204
01:31:42,070 --> 01:31:39,920
i don't know i don't think i would have

2205
01:31:42,870 --> 01:31:42,080
been ready to what i experienced later

2206
01:31:48,229 --> 01:31:42,880
to

2207
01:31:50,229 --> 01:31:48,239
other time there was just other things

2208
01:31:52,470 --> 01:31:50,239
in my life that needed to happen you

2209
01:31:54,070 --> 01:31:52,480
know and i guess

2210
01:31:59,510 --> 01:31:54,080
everything happens at the right time

2211
01:32:03,669 --> 01:32:01,990
all right so um

2212
01:32:05,590 --> 01:32:03,679
if there is

2213
01:32:08,070 --> 01:32:05,600
there's any anyone else that would maybe

2214
01:32:11,350 --> 01:32:08,080
would like me to address something if

2215
01:32:13,430 --> 01:32:11,360
you if you trust my information that i

2216
01:32:15,189 --> 01:32:13,440
will be giving the information to you as

2217
01:32:16,470 --> 01:32:15,199
accurately as i know

2218
01:32:18,709 --> 01:32:16,480
about it

2219
01:32:21,669 --> 01:32:18,719
let me know ask a question

2220
01:32:22,470 --> 01:32:21,679
if you want to hop on telegram to chat

2221
01:32:24,149 --> 01:32:22,480
and

2222
01:32:25,430 --> 01:32:24,159
share your story please do that's why

2223
01:32:26,709 --> 01:32:25,440
i'm here but

2224
01:32:27,669 --> 01:32:26,719
otherwise

2225
01:32:30,470 --> 01:32:27,679
i was

2226
01:32:32,790 --> 01:32:30,480
just gonna you know end it here and

2227
01:32:34,950 --> 01:32:32,800
just basically then continue with with

2228
01:32:37,110 --> 01:32:34,960
next week have open lines where i'm

2229
01:32:38,470 --> 01:32:37,120
hoping to do a lot longer segments

2230
01:32:41,430 --> 01:32:38,480
because it's still taking me a little

2231
01:32:43,350 --> 01:32:41,440
while to get to get into it and i'm also

2232
01:32:45,430 --> 01:32:43,360
wanting um to

2233
01:32:47,270 --> 01:32:45,440
prep a lot more for these different open

2234
01:32:49,189 --> 01:32:47,280
lines to just have

2235
01:32:51,430 --> 01:32:49,199
more more of like maybe like some

2236
01:32:53,830 --> 01:32:51,440
coverage of some news like i did today

2237
01:32:56,550 --> 01:32:53,840
wasn't that that much but i wanted to

2238
01:32:59,430 --> 01:32:56,560
get more into uh more details maybe show

2239
01:33:01,830 --> 01:32:59,440
some other videos and documents about

2240
01:33:03,669 --> 01:33:01,840
something before we go into open lines

2241
01:33:06,470 --> 01:33:03,679
now i'm not sure how

2242
01:33:08,149 --> 01:33:06,480
if you're interested in that or or what

2243
01:33:09,830 --> 01:33:08,159
but i just noticed just for the fact

2244
01:33:11,669 --> 01:33:09,840
that in the very beginning not everyone

2245
01:33:12,870 --> 01:33:11,679
is immediately ready to jump on open

2246
01:33:14,950 --> 01:33:12,880
lines and

2247
01:33:16,149 --> 01:33:14,960
me just sitting in in silence or

2248
01:33:19,270 --> 01:33:16,159
chatting about

2249
01:33:21,270 --> 01:33:19,280
whatever else um you know i can

2250
01:33:22,790 --> 01:33:21,280
potentially you know remember to talk

2251
01:33:24,790 --> 01:33:22,800
about um

2252
01:33:27,270 --> 01:33:24,800
you know i could at least

2253
01:33:30,149 --> 01:33:27,280
cover the beginning of something that

2254
01:33:43,910 --> 01:33:30,159
everybody can gain something from and

2255
01:33:43,920 --> 01:33:47,110
let's see here

2256
01:33:47,120 --> 01:33:57,030
yeah labels 369. night

2257
01:33:59,030 --> 01:33:57,830
us

2258
01:34:00,709 --> 01:33:59,040
sonia

2259
01:34:02,950 --> 01:34:00,719
um ask

2260
01:34:05,590 --> 01:34:02,960
nde i guess near death experiences says

2261
01:34:08,550 --> 01:34:05,600
what was that like

2262
01:34:11,750 --> 01:34:08,560
it was the worst day of my life

2263
01:34:17,350 --> 01:34:13,910
when you go into the death process

2264
01:34:19,189 --> 01:34:17,360
there's there was nothing

2265
01:34:21,110 --> 01:34:19,199
i guess i should say in that that

2266
01:34:23,030 --> 01:34:21,120
physical part while your body is

2267
01:34:25,430 --> 01:34:23,040
shutting down and you realize you're

2268
01:34:27,510 --> 01:34:25,440
going to die it is um

2269
01:34:29,030 --> 01:34:27,520
uh

2270
01:34:30,070 --> 01:34:29,040
despair

2271
01:34:30,950 --> 01:34:30,080
it is

2272
01:34:32,629 --> 01:34:30,960
fear

2273
01:34:35,030 --> 01:34:32,639
uh regret

2274
01:34:37,110 --> 01:34:35,040
uh of especially at that time there were

2275
01:34:39,510 --> 01:34:37,120
so many things i wanted to do i was like

2276
01:34:42,709 --> 01:34:39,520
i am not ready to go you know it's like

2277
01:34:43,750 --> 01:34:42,719
there's no way that i have to leave now

2278
01:34:44,790 --> 01:34:43,760
and so

2279
01:34:47,750 --> 01:34:44,800
um

2280
01:34:50,629 --> 01:34:47,760
it was it was a definitely like a oh

2281
01:34:53,910 --> 01:34:50,639
[\h__\h] moment because i realized something

2282
01:34:55,830 --> 01:34:53,920
that i've done uh that i i did not want

2283
01:34:58,390 --> 01:34:55,840
to do which in this particular instance

2284
01:35:00,229 --> 01:34:58,400
for those who don't know it was a

2285
01:35:02,390 --> 01:35:00,239
i took too many of the hawaiian baby

2286
01:35:05,109 --> 01:35:02,400
woodrow seats um

2287
01:35:07,510 --> 01:35:05,119
a certain amount of it would give you a

2288
01:35:10,070 --> 01:35:07,520
psychedelic experience the amount that i

2289
01:35:13,189 --> 01:35:10,080
took is basically a poison to your body

2290
01:35:15,910 --> 01:35:13,199
and it's just i was basically uh

2291
01:35:18,550 --> 01:35:15,920
in a very dumb ass way poison myself

2292
01:35:20,629 --> 01:35:18,560
but little did i know at that time is

2293
01:35:23,189 --> 01:35:20,639
that it was it was that wasn't an

2294
01:35:26,310 --> 01:35:23,199
accident it was already pre-planned for

2295
01:35:27,430 --> 01:35:26,320
this to occur for me to be able to

2296
01:35:29,590 --> 01:35:27,440
uh then

2297
01:35:31,990 --> 01:35:29,600
to go through that experience in that

2298
01:35:33,590 --> 01:35:32,000
fearful way to know what that is like it

2299
01:35:35,350 --> 01:35:33,600
would have been different if if it was

2300
01:35:37,669 --> 01:35:35,360
already kind of helped out and cleared

2301
01:35:39,270 --> 01:35:37,679
out for me and um

2302
01:35:41,990 --> 01:35:39,280
shift over to this

2303
01:35:44,870 --> 01:35:42,000
um cleared out and would have already

2304
01:35:47,590 --> 01:35:44,880
explained all everything and all to me

2305
01:35:50,870 --> 01:35:47,600
and be a very comfortable uh experience

2306
01:35:53,109 --> 01:35:50,880
to just kind of transition but um

2307
01:35:54,629 --> 01:35:53,119
it was it was weird because you know you

2308
01:36:03,350 --> 01:35:54,639
start

2309
01:36:06,470 --> 01:36:03,360
unaware of where you're at and um

2310
01:36:07,830 --> 01:36:06,480
you know i try to move my body around

2311
01:36:09,910 --> 01:36:07,840
and try to

2312
01:36:12,149 --> 01:36:09,920
puke the stuff out try to drink as much

2313
01:36:14,149 --> 01:36:12,159
water as i could and that didn't that

2314
01:36:17,109 --> 01:36:14,159
didn't work you know it was just it was

2315
01:36:18,870 --> 01:36:17,119
just a sinking feeling just kind of you

2316
01:36:22,070 --> 01:36:18,880
feel the shutdown you're going you're

2317
01:36:23,750 --> 01:36:22,080
going and there's no stopping it and um

2318
01:36:25,350 --> 01:36:23,760
i started um

2319
01:36:27,350 --> 01:36:25,360
i started to cry

2320
01:36:30,470 --> 01:36:27,360
i was just i was just

2321
01:36:32,709 --> 01:36:30,480
crying wailing begging you know to stay

2322
01:36:35,510 --> 01:36:32,719
you know and um

2323
01:36:39,350 --> 01:36:35,520
it was just the most

2324
01:36:41,750 --> 01:36:39,360
i don't know i guess that's what a death

2325
01:36:43,590 --> 01:36:41,760
to a person that didn't know what death

2326
01:36:45,830 --> 01:36:43,600
was like the first time around would

2327
01:36:49,510 --> 01:36:45,840
feel like you know and i'm not going to

2328
01:36:50,550 --> 01:36:49,520
sugarcoat it for anyone of you listening

2329
01:36:53,030 --> 01:36:50,560
but

2330
01:36:55,109 --> 01:36:53,040
as i laid there and i i was running out

2331
01:36:56,629 --> 01:36:55,119
of energy and power to stay awake

2332
01:36:59,270 --> 01:36:56,639
because i was slapping myself in the

2333
01:37:02,550 --> 01:36:59,280
face to stay awake to not

2334
01:37:04,629 --> 01:37:02,560
to not um you know go and

2335
01:37:06,950 --> 01:37:04,639
i just had more normal energy i had

2336
01:37:07,990 --> 01:37:06,960
fought it for the longest time

2337
01:37:13,990 --> 01:37:08,000
and

2338
01:37:16,950 --> 01:37:14,000
that no more energy nothing left i just

2339
01:37:19,910 --> 01:37:16,960
had this overwhelming feeling overcome

2340
01:37:22,790 --> 01:37:19,920
me that it was just a feeling but that

2341
01:37:25,189 --> 01:37:22,800
translated into words it wasn't auditory

2342
01:37:26,790 --> 01:37:25,199
but just translated into words saying

2343
01:37:28,709 --> 01:37:26,800
you're going to die but you're not going

2344
01:37:30,310 --> 01:37:28,719
to die you're going to die but you're

2345
01:37:32,870 --> 01:37:30,320
not going to die

2346
01:37:35,030 --> 01:37:32,880
and so i just kept repeating that for a

2347
01:37:37,109 --> 01:37:35,040
few more times i just remember myself

2348
01:37:39,189 --> 01:37:37,119
just kind of taking my last breath and

2349
01:37:40,709 --> 01:37:39,199
just going

2350
01:37:43,430 --> 01:37:40,719
you know breathe out you know breathing

2351
01:37:45,430 --> 01:37:43,440
out as i did that i was out

2352
01:37:47,189 --> 01:37:45,440
and that's when i realized kind of how

2353
01:37:49,910 --> 01:37:47,199
silly that struggle was

2354
01:37:51,669 --> 01:37:49,920
because it was the the ego ego not

2355
01:37:53,830 --> 01:37:51,679
knowing what's going on not not knowing

2356
01:37:54,790 --> 01:37:53,840
what's going to happen um it's in the

2357
01:38:00,870 --> 01:37:54,800
dark

2358
01:38:03,430 --> 01:38:00,880
so basically then

2359
01:38:05,189 --> 01:38:03,440
you know um

2360
01:38:07,430 --> 01:38:05,199
i don't know if if if you want me to go

2361
01:38:10,229 --> 01:38:07,440
into any more detail than than that like

2362
01:38:11,030 --> 01:38:10,239
how how that near-death experience was

2363
01:38:13,350 --> 01:38:11,040
like

2364
01:38:14,870 --> 01:38:13,360
um unless you mean also then what

2365
01:38:17,350 --> 01:38:14,880
happened afterwards which is also

2366
01:38:19,030 --> 01:38:17,360
another story that

2367
01:38:21,430 --> 01:38:19,040
i guess that some of you want me to go

2368
01:38:23,669 --> 01:38:21,440
into i can i've covered it again on my

2369
01:38:26,070 --> 01:38:23,679
previous talks but i don't know how

2370
01:38:37,189 --> 01:38:26,080
interested y'all y'all would be

2371
01:38:40,470 --> 01:38:38,390
i could

2372
01:38:42,310 --> 01:38:40,480
you know for for sonia for your sake

2373
01:38:44,229 --> 01:38:42,320
just cover it i wouldn't mind i don't i

2374
01:38:46,550 --> 01:38:44,239
don't mind sharing it and then we can

2375
01:38:48,629 --> 01:38:46,560
let that be last you know last story too

2376
01:38:51,109 --> 01:38:48,639
so in a way i don't really need you know

2377
01:38:53,109 --> 01:38:51,119
other other people to um

2378
01:38:54,950 --> 01:38:53,119
to also confirm but just i appreciate

2379
01:38:57,350 --> 01:38:54,960
the fact that you asked so let me then

2380
01:38:59,430 --> 01:38:57,360
finish off with this and then

2381
01:39:01,510 --> 01:38:59,440
we'll let that be for the for the night

2382
01:39:03,430 --> 01:39:01,520
so

2383
01:39:05,030 --> 01:39:03,440
uh what what initially happened is i

2384
01:39:09,270 --> 01:39:05,040
found myself

2385
01:39:11,109 --> 01:39:09,280
in this um just this black void

2386
01:39:15,430 --> 01:39:11,119
it

2387
01:39:17,750 --> 01:39:15,440
nowhere at the same time

2388
01:39:19,590 --> 01:39:17,760
there was no perception of time

2389
01:39:20,950 --> 01:39:19,600
whatsoever i just

2390
01:39:22,229 --> 01:39:20,960
knew that

2391
01:39:24,229 --> 01:39:22,239
i existed

2392
01:39:26,629 --> 01:39:24,239
and i couldn't there was nobody that i

2393
01:39:28,470 --> 01:39:26,639
could perceive there was no up or down

2394
01:39:29,430 --> 01:39:28,480
that i could look everything was just

2395
01:39:31,189 --> 01:39:29,440
there

2396
01:39:34,390 --> 01:39:31,199
and

2397
01:39:36,950 --> 01:39:34,400
what caught my attention was out of this

2398
01:39:39,590 --> 01:39:36,960
black void to see

2399
01:39:42,390 --> 01:39:39,600
also two beings but they were kind of

2400
01:39:45,430 --> 01:39:42,400
bluish in nature and

2401
01:39:46,470 --> 01:39:45,440
excuse me as i turned to to the side i

2402
01:39:50,870 --> 01:39:46,480
saw

2403
01:39:52,070 --> 01:39:50,880
kind of like just hovered to to wherever

2404
01:39:54,149 --> 01:39:52,080
they were it was i guess my

2405
01:39:55,910 --> 01:39:54,159
consciousness would just kind of as i'm

2406
01:39:57,990 --> 01:39:55,920
focused now it would just kind of just

2407
01:39:59,350 --> 01:39:58,000
shift towards whatever i have had my

2408
01:40:00,310 --> 01:39:59,360
attention on

2409
01:40:03,030 --> 01:40:00,320
and

2410
01:40:05,750 --> 01:40:03,040
dad

2411
01:40:08,149 --> 01:40:05,760
and i was so confused because like

2412
01:40:10,550 --> 01:40:08,159
they're not dead you know if and i'm in

2413
01:40:11,830 --> 01:40:10,560
this place so what are they doing there

2414
01:40:13,830 --> 01:40:11,840
and

2415
01:40:15,510 --> 01:40:13,840
the second i thought it

2416
01:40:17,030 --> 01:40:15,520
it's like almost immediately got an

2417
01:40:18,790 --> 01:40:17,040
answer and this was something that threw

2418
01:40:21,430 --> 01:40:18,800
me off because

2419
01:40:23,910 --> 01:40:21,440
there was no barriers so like whatever

2420
01:40:25,430 --> 01:40:23,920
question you have answers came you know

2421
01:40:27,189 --> 01:40:25,440
and then like whatever you know it was

2422
01:40:29,270 --> 01:40:27,199
immediately there whatever you were

2423
01:40:32,709 --> 01:40:29,280
wondering about you could just

2424
01:40:33,510 --> 01:40:32,719
find out and i learned that that's what

2425
01:40:37,189 --> 01:40:33,520
that

2426
01:40:38,629 --> 01:40:37,199
their higher the

2427
01:40:40,470 --> 01:40:38,639
what i've always heard throughout all

2428
01:40:42,950 --> 01:40:40,480
these times people talk about my higher

2429
01:40:45,270 --> 01:40:42,960
soul my higher being that there is an

2430
01:40:47,430 --> 01:40:45,280
aspect of us that's always always on

2431
01:40:50,950 --> 01:40:47,440
that level and we're all just these

2432
01:40:53,510 --> 01:40:50,960
extensions of that higher self so for

2433
01:40:56,550 --> 01:40:53,520
lack a better word if you the true you

2434
01:40:59,910 --> 01:40:56,560
who you are the the creation of the all

2435
01:41:03,109 --> 01:40:59,920
the one aspect of of the all um if you

2436
01:41:04,870 --> 01:41:03,119
are that body then that ego is like like

2437
01:41:07,990 --> 01:41:04,880
your tip of your fingernail you know

2438
01:41:12,629 --> 01:41:08,000
it's that vast of who we all actually

2439
01:41:14,709 --> 01:41:12,639
are in in reality and so i realized that

2440
01:41:17,430 --> 01:41:14,719
then i was talking to

2441
01:41:19,109 --> 01:41:17,440
to them and what was interesting is that

2442
01:41:20,950 --> 01:41:19,119
i was happy that they were there and

2443
01:41:23,030 --> 01:41:20,960
that everything was good you know there

2444
01:41:26,149 --> 01:41:23,040
was not no there wasn't anything to to

2445
01:41:27,430 --> 01:41:26,159
worry about but what um what followed

2446
01:41:29,430 --> 01:41:27,440
next is

2447
01:41:31,189 --> 01:41:29,440
uh on in this life

2448
01:41:32,709 --> 01:41:31,199
my parents and i we

2449
01:41:35,350 --> 01:41:32,719
never got along

2450
01:41:38,070 --> 01:41:35,360
and i often talk about this because um

2451
01:41:40,709 --> 01:41:38,080
in bosnia most people when when they

2452
01:41:42,629 --> 01:41:40,719
raise their kids i guess you in america

2453
01:41:43,990 --> 01:41:42,639
here you call that child abuse but in

2454
01:41:46,070 --> 01:41:44,000
boston that's just how you raise

2455
01:41:47,510 --> 01:41:46,080
children you know it's like um they

2456
01:41:50,709 --> 01:41:47,520
didn't follow your directions you've

2457
01:41:52,790 --> 01:41:50,719
beat the [\h__\h] out of them um if you can

2458
01:41:54,950 --> 01:41:52,800
you beat them with your hands if you

2459
01:41:57,189 --> 01:41:54,960
grab it two by four you smack him with

2460
01:41:59,350 --> 01:41:57,199
that i mean whatever you got just to

2461
01:42:01,590 --> 01:41:59,360
physically discipline them to to be

2462
01:42:03,830 --> 01:42:01,600
obedient to listen to you because

2463
01:42:07,270 --> 01:42:03,840
in a way you know buzzing culture is

2464
01:42:09,510 --> 01:42:07,280
very uh dominating and so um

2465
01:42:11,750 --> 01:42:09,520
you have to there's a hierarchy and

2466
01:42:14,629 --> 01:42:11,760
order you know the dad is the king of

2467
01:42:16,709 --> 01:42:14,639
the house mom you know next down and

2468
01:42:20,390 --> 01:42:16,719
then all the other children and what dad

2469
01:42:22,709 --> 01:42:20,400
says is the word of god you know and so

2470
01:42:24,070 --> 01:42:22,719
what because of that over these long

2471
01:42:25,669 --> 01:42:24,080
periods of time

2472
01:42:27,590 --> 01:42:25,679
and then of course the relationship they

2473
01:42:29,189 --> 01:42:27,600
had with my mom just constantly just

2474
01:42:31,910 --> 01:42:29,199
doing these um

2475
01:42:33,990 --> 01:42:31,920
like uh mental [\h__\h] i guess for like

2476
01:42:36,149 --> 01:42:34,000
a better word part of my french just

2477
01:42:38,149 --> 01:42:36,159
constantly playing these mental games

2478
01:42:40,470 --> 01:42:38,159
you know of of um

2479
01:42:42,950 --> 01:42:40,480
you know uh just always you know just

2480
01:42:44,629 --> 01:42:42,960
never accepting you know i mean which

2481
01:42:47,669 --> 01:42:44,639
kid doesn't want to be accepted by their

2482
01:42:49,990 --> 01:42:47,679
parents right and so all these things

2483
01:42:52,229 --> 01:42:50,000
over the long periods of time um

2484
01:42:54,229 --> 01:42:52,239
especially when you when you grew up it

2485
01:42:56,629 --> 01:42:54,239
created a lot of resentment you know

2486
01:42:59,430 --> 01:42:56,639
because how can you really establish

2487
01:43:00,390 --> 01:42:59,440
um a good relationship with someone you

2488
01:43:02,550 --> 01:43:00,400
fear

2489
01:43:05,189 --> 01:43:02,560
you know it's it's always you can't

2490
01:43:06,709 --> 01:43:05,199
truly say oh i love them when they just

2491
01:43:08,310 --> 01:43:06,719
you know we're done beating the [\h__\h] out

2492
01:43:10,870 --> 01:43:08,320
of you because you know you didn't

2493
01:43:12,950 --> 01:43:10,880
finish your food you know and so

2494
01:43:15,910 --> 01:43:12,960
uh or do you were perceived as

2495
01:43:18,390 --> 01:43:15,920
ungrateful in some shape or form

2496
01:43:19,990 --> 01:43:18,400
well those thoughts as i was in this

2497
01:43:22,790 --> 01:43:20,000
space

2498
01:43:24,390 --> 01:43:22,800
like came forward and i was about to

2499
01:43:26,550 --> 01:43:24,400
kind of just like

2500
01:43:28,470 --> 01:43:26,560
without speaking say to them like what

2501
01:43:30,950 --> 01:43:28,480
in the world was that about like why did

2502
01:43:34,149 --> 01:43:30,960
you do this i immediately and talking

2503
01:43:35,590 --> 01:43:34,159
about the immediate answer um got this

2504
01:43:38,149 --> 01:43:35,600
these

2505
01:43:40,790 --> 01:43:38,159
memories back to where i remembered

2506
01:43:42,790 --> 01:43:40,800
before we entered this live together i

2507
01:43:45,270 --> 01:43:42,800
was actually begging them

2508
01:43:47,590 --> 01:43:45,280
begging them to be the parents

2509
01:43:50,070 --> 01:43:47,600
for me and be the parents i need them to

2510
01:43:51,270 --> 01:43:50,080
be in that way because my soul

2511
01:43:53,189 --> 01:43:51,280
understood

2512
01:43:56,310 --> 01:43:53,199
in what i'm doing today what i'm doing

2513
01:43:58,870 --> 01:43:56,320
now um i needed to be shaped in a

2514
01:44:00,790 --> 01:43:58,880
certain way and it understood what that

2515
01:44:03,350 --> 01:44:00,800
requires and so

2516
01:44:05,350 --> 01:44:03,360
because we're co-creators where you know

2517
01:44:07,030 --> 01:44:05,360
everything is done through agreement and

2518
01:44:09,270 --> 01:44:07,040
you know some people say contracts but

2519
01:44:11,430 --> 01:44:09,280
it's just simply just an agreement of

2520
01:44:13,910 --> 01:44:11,440
yes i'll do it and i'm sorry i can't you

2521
01:44:15,750 --> 01:44:13,920
know simple as that and so

2522
01:44:18,470 --> 01:44:15,760
because they loved me

2523
01:44:20,229 --> 01:44:18,480
so much and i begged them i literally

2524
01:44:22,550 --> 01:44:20,239
remembered these i'd like begged them

2525
01:44:25,270 --> 01:44:22,560
like please please i know it's going to

2526
01:44:27,750 --> 01:44:25,280
be hard but please i need you to do this

2527
01:44:29,510 --> 01:44:27,760
and so they you know because they love

2528
01:44:32,709 --> 01:44:29,520
me and because they cared they said okay

2529
01:44:35,270 --> 01:44:32,719
we agree we will agree to do this part

2530
01:44:37,830 --> 01:44:35,280
and so when you're born you don't

2531
01:44:39,830 --> 01:44:37,840
remember that and so as the life began

2532
01:44:41,910 --> 01:44:39,840
it started it started early on and then

2533
01:44:44,470 --> 01:44:41,920
of course you add the boss in war and

2534
01:44:46,390 --> 01:44:44,480
then seeing a lot of death and uh you

2535
01:44:48,470 --> 01:44:46,400
know having fears of understanding what

2536
01:44:50,390 --> 01:44:48,480
death is like at eight years old

2537
01:44:51,910 --> 01:44:50,400
and understanding that those bodies i

2538
01:44:54,470 --> 01:44:51,920
just saw they were shot that that can

2539
01:44:56,629 --> 01:44:54,480
happen to me and you know just dealing

2540
01:44:58,790 --> 01:44:56,639
just very early just constant stress

2541
01:45:01,350 --> 01:44:58,800
stress stress stress survive stress

2542
01:45:04,470 --> 01:45:01,360
survive you know and you know going to

2543
01:45:06,470 --> 01:45:04,480
school wasn't easy either because i was

2544
01:45:08,629 --> 01:45:06,480
more afraid like give you a perfect

2545
01:45:09,990 --> 01:45:08,639
example you know my best friend and i we

2546
01:45:13,030 --> 01:45:10,000
would go to school together we always

2547
01:45:13,830 --> 01:45:13,040
were kind of competitive well one day i

2548
01:45:15,109 --> 01:45:13,840
guess

2549
01:45:17,109 --> 01:45:15,119
we're gonna

2550
01:45:19,990 --> 01:45:17,119
they have like uh greats in germany

2551
01:45:23,430 --> 01:45:20,000
where they do uh one two three um four

2552
01:45:25,590 --> 01:45:23,440
and five well here's a b c and d well um

2553
01:45:28,550 --> 01:45:25,600
in this one math thing he got an a i got

2554
01:45:30,470 --> 01:45:28,560
a b and i got the [\h__\h] beat out of me

2555
01:45:33,510 --> 01:45:30,480
for it because i wasn't studying hard

2556
01:45:35,430 --> 01:45:33,520
enough i didn't do good enough job so

2557
01:45:37,189 --> 01:45:35,440
anyway those are the kind of things i'm

2558
01:45:41,030 --> 01:45:37,199
talking about while during this

2559
01:45:42,229 --> 01:45:41,040
experience i basically then

2560
01:45:54,070 --> 01:45:42,239
i

2561
01:45:56,070 --> 01:45:54,080
started started to feel um

2562
01:45:57,990 --> 01:45:56,080
this overwhelming guilt

2563
01:45:58,950 --> 01:45:58,000
because for all the times that they were

2564
01:46:01,830 --> 01:45:58,960
so

2565
01:46:03,270 --> 01:46:01,840
um cruel to me i was always being angry

2566
01:46:03,910 --> 01:46:03,280
against them it's like you know it's

2567
01:46:05,830 --> 01:46:03,920
like

2568
01:46:08,310 --> 01:46:05,840
you know being pissed off and mad and

2569
01:46:11,189 --> 01:46:08,320
all this other stuff and i felt

2570
01:46:12,790 --> 01:46:11,199
bad because when i remembered that i

2571
01:46:15,109 --> 01:46:12,800
specifically

2572
01:46:17,350 --> 01:46:15,119
begged and asked to have that experience

2573
01:46:19,189 --> 01:46:17,360
and they obliged my begging

2574
01:46:21,109 --> 01:46:19,199
that i was so mad at you know i was

2575
01:46:24,470 --> 01:46:21,119
basically ashamed that i was so mad at

2576
01:46:27,270 --> 01:46:24,480
them in return after asking them you see

2577
01:46:29,350 --> 01:46:27,280
what i mean and so it was all cleared

2578
01:46:31,510 --> 01:46:29,360
out in that instant

2579
01:46:35,030 --> 01:46:31,520
like i understood there was of the

2580
01:46:37,030 --> 01:46:35,040
sudden any kind of hate any kind of um

2581
01:46:39,270 --> 01:46:37,040
uh um just

2582
01:46:41,910 --> 01:46:39,280
i don't know which uh tentativeness or

2583
01:46:44,310 --> 01:46:41,920
whatever is just was just gone i was

2584
01:46:45,350 --> 01:46:44,320
like i understand it's all clear to me

2585
01:46:47,669 --> 01:46:45,360
now

2586
01:46:50,550 --> 01:46:47,679
thank you so much and i'm really sorry

2587
01:46:53,590 --> 01:46:50,560
you know i ended up being the one to

2588
01:46:55,669 --> 01:46:53,600
to apologize because it was my game that

2589
01:46:58,310 --> 01:46:55,679
was being played and they did nothing

2590
01:47:00,870 --> 01:46:58,320
more than exactly what i asked them to

2591
01:47:03,189 --> 01:47:00,880
you know and so where this comes into

2592
01:47:05,990 --> 01:47:03,199
play uh later on and when it comes to

2593
01:47:07,350 --> 01:47:06,000
this different content and that's why i

2594
01:47:09,270 --> 01:47:07,360
try to

2595
01:47:11,270 --> 01:47:09,280
tell it as many people as i can in my

2596
01:47:12,870 --> 01:47:11,280
own way whether they believe it or not i

2597
01:47:14,790 --> 01:47:12,880
don't know but i can always just speak

2598
01:47:17,030 --> 01:47:14,800
about this

2599
01:47:19,830 --> 01:47:17,040
contact in physical way

2600
01:47:22,149 --> 01:47:19,840
has a very stressful effect

2601
01:47:24,629 --> 01:47:22,159
as has a lot of fears and a lot of those

2602
01:47:26,790 --> 01:47:24,639
things well in my case

2603
01:47:29,990 --> 01:47:26,800
i've already dealt with them from a very

2604
01:47:31,830 --> 01:47:30,000
early age to get

2605
01:47:34,629 --> 01:47:31,840
baked and like

2606
01:47:36,870 --> 01:47:34,639
like dough being needed in that right

2607
01:47:39,189 --> 01:47:36,880
right way to be able to sustain that

2608
01:47:42,149 --> 01:47:39,199
kind of energy shift and on those

2609
01:47:45,030 --> 01:47:42,159
energies happening to where i wouldn't

2610
01:47:46,790 --> 01:47:45,040
lose it right because when you

2611
01:47:49,590 --> 01:47:46,800
anyone that has a for a long period of

2612
01:47:52,790 --> 01:47:49,600
time constantly sustained long periods

2613
01:47:54,550 --> 01:47:52,800
of stress and trying to not go crazy but

2614
01:47:56,790 --> 01:47:54,560
constantly trying to retain themselves

2615
01:47:59,669 --> 01:47:56,800
who's they are as a person no matter how

2616
01:48:02,229 --> 01:47:59,679
much physical abuse or mental abuse you

2617
01:48:05,030 --> 01:48:02,239
fortify yourself you learn to fortify to

2618
01:48:07,750 --> 01:48:05,040
stake you know to have that core of the

2619
01:48:10,709 --> 01:48:07,760
being that you are to then move forward

2620
01:48:13,350 --> 01:48:10,719
in that way so then when when it was

2621
01:48:14,870 --> 01:48:13,360
timed and for my next journey in life

2622
01:48:17,270 --> 01:48:14,880
having these contacts and all these

2623
01:48:18,390 --> 01:48:17,280
different things it and now all makes

2624
01:48:20,709 --> 01:48:18,400
perfect sense

2625
01:48:21,669 --> 01:48:20,719
why it occurred in the way that it did

2626
01:48:23,990 --> 01:48:21,679
so

2627
01:48:26,629 --> 01:48:24,000
again i don't expect everyone to to

2628
01:48:29,270 --> 01:48:26,639
believe all of this all i know in the

2629
01:48:32,070 --> 01:48:29,280
most accurately and and honest way that

2630
01:48:34,149 --> 01:48:32,080
i can try to present it to you you can

2631
01:48:35,750 --> 01:48:34,159
just pretty much take it or leave it and

2632
01:48:38,709 --> 01:48:35,760
so

2633
01:48:40,870 --> 01:48:38,719
what happened then is just afterwards

2634
01:48:42,790 --> 01:48:40,880
there were some more experiences that i

2635
01:48:45,030 --> 01:48:42,800
was i wasn't done with so when i was

2636
01:48:47,270 --> 01:48:45,040
down with my parents i then

2637
01:48:49,990 --> 01:48:47,280
it continued um

2638
01:48:52,950 --> 01:48:50,000
continued in ways like i would

2639
01:48:54,070 --> 01:48:52,960
learn other nuances small things like

2640
01:49:03,750 --> 01:48:54,080
i

2641
01:49:05,910 --> 01:49:03,760
and so

2642
01:49:09,109 --> 01:49:05,920
i there was this white wall and then you

2643
01:49:11,270 --> 01:49:09,119
had those those sliding doors and wooden

2644
01:49:13,510 --> 01:49:11,280
floors and anyway i mean just it was a

2645
01:49:15,189 --> 01:49:13,520
nice room to begin with you know and i

2646
01:49:16,149 --> 01:49:15,199
was just kind of looking at like why am

2647
01:49:18,709 --> 01:49:16,159
i here

2648
01:49:20,550 --> 01:49:18,719
and i saw on this beautiful white wall i

2649
01:49:23,350 --> 01:49:20,560
saw a spider and my first reaction was

2650
01:49:26,709 --> 01:49:23,360
to go smack it and right before i was

2651
01:49:28,629 --> 01:49:26,719
about to to hit it i could sense

2652
01:49:31,990 --> 01:49:28,639
the spider i could

2653
01:49:35,189 --> 01:49:32,000
feel the spider as a part of myself

2654
01:49:38,310 --> 01:49:35,199
and i understood that it is also made of

2655
01:49:41,669 --> 01:49:38,320
the same energy i am made of so if i

2656
01:49:43,990 --> 01:49:41,679
were to kill it in this instance is that

2657
01:49:46,470 --> 01:49:44,000
i would have been the one that had

2658
01:49:48,629 --> 01:49:46,480
stopped the progression or the evolution

2659
01:49:49,589 --> 01:49:48,639
of this other aspects of myself to move

2660
01:49:52,070 --> 01:49:49,599
on

2661
01:49:54,149 --> 01:49:52,080
you know even it was just a smile slowly

2662
01:49:57,990 --> 01:49:54,159
spider and we look always look down upon

2663
01:49:59,990 --> 01:49:58,000
insects and and you know worms and um

2664
01:50:03,669 --> 01:50:00,000
flies and all these other things they're

2665
01:50:05,669 --> 01:50:03,679
all aspects of ourselves and so it was

2666
01:50:06,709 --> 01:50:05,679
in that instant i understood that i

2667
01:50:08,870 --> 01:50:06,719
could

2668
01:50:11,589 --> 01:50:08,880
almost kind of look back at myself from

2669
01:50:12,870 --> 01:50:11,599
its point of view and i kind of moved my

2670
01:50:14,310 --> 01:50:12,880
hand back

2671
01:50:16,629 --> 01:50:14,320
you know and

2672
01:50:19,030 --> 01:50:16,639
later on when i when i um

2673
01:50:21,510 --> 01:50:19,040
came you know came back i changed my

2674
01:50:23,510 --> 01:50:21,520
entire way that was that was dealing

2675
01:50:25,750 --> 01:50:23,520
with bugs i even invented or i don't

2676
01:50:28,070 --> 01:50:25,760
know if it's a big invention but found a

2677
01:50:30,950 --> 01:50:28,080
good way how i can use a napkin to pick

2678
01:50:32,390 --> 01:50:30,960
up a spider or a wasp or any other to

2679
01:50:33,669 --> 01:50:32,400
pick them up in a

2680
01:50:35,350 --> 01:50:33,679
in a

2681
01:50:36,870 --> 01:50:35,360
way where they're contained but yet i

2682
01:50:39,189 --> 01:50:36,880
can quickly carry them out because if

2683
01:50:40,870 --> 01:50:39,199
you put the napkin there wait and you

2684
01:50:42,629 --> 01:50:40,880
can wait three years for them to get on

2685
01:50:44,310 --> 01:50:42,639
it then you get off of it i basically

2686
01:50:46,790 --> 01:50:44,320
have this like loop around to where i

2687
01:50:49,510 --> 01:50:46,800
can quickly catch him and keep him in

2688
01:50:51,589 --> 01:50:49,520
that to let them outside and go about

2689
01:50:53,510 --> 01:50:51,599
doing what they need to do

2690
01:50:56,790 --> 01:50:53,520
that was an effect that had on me you

2691
01:50:59,270 --> 01:50:56,800
know coming back because then i felt

2692
01:51:01,270 --> 01:50:59,280
like it was so strong and i understood

2693
01:51:03,109 --> 01:51:01,280
so i didn't want to move forward you

2694
01:51:04,709 --> 01:51:03,119
know just you know aimlessly like

2695
01:51:06,390 --> 01:51:04,719
there's a bug you know just slapping it

2696
01:51:08,709 --> 01:51:06,400
because we all react that way we don't

2697
01:51:11,030 --> 01:51:08,719
ever think about what we have just done

2698
01:51:12,390 --> 01:51:11,040
you know and um but the point here is

2699
01:51:15,270 --> 01:51:12,400
that there was

2700
01:51:17,030 --> 01:51:15,280
there wasn't it wasn't a judgment

2701
01:51:19,030 --> 01:51:17,040
you weren't being judged that you did

2702
01:51:21,910 --> 01:51:19,040
that it was just you were just being

2703
01:51:24,950 --> 01:51:21,920
shown that this is the consequence and

2704
01:51:27,750 --> 01:51:24,960
action of yours has that spider can't

2705
01:51:29,669 --> 01:51:27,760
really die but the form in which it was

2706
01:51:32,870 --> 01:51:29,679
created on the planet will cease to

2707
01:51:34,629 --> 01:51:32,880
exist so that one unique aspect of

2708
01:51:36,870 --> 01:51:34,639
who and what it is

2709
01:51:39,830 --> 01:51:36,880
only exists one time

2710
01:51:41,990 --> 01:51:39,840
in this in this in these moments and you

2711
01:51:45,109 --> 01:51:42,000
can either allow that moment to

2712
01:51:47,350 --> 01:51:45,119
you know conclude naturally or you can

2713
01:51:50,310 --> 01:51:47,360
be the cause to end it whether it's a

2714
01:51:51,990 --> 01:51:50,320
life a picture destroy something create

2715
01:51:54,390 --> 01:51:52,000
something that's at

2716
01:51:55,990 --> 01:51:54,400
the end of the day it's all up to you

2717
01:51:58,629 --> 01:51:56,000
and so

2718
01:52:00,229 --> 01:51:58,639
um anyway it can go on and on there's so

2719
01:52:02,470 --> 01:52:00,239
many other aspects about just

2720
01:52:05,030 --> 01:52:02,480
synchronicity and how that works and all

2721
01:52:07,589 --> 01:52:05,040
these other things and so um

2722
01:52:10,629 --> 01:52:07,599
after all that was done done and

2723
01:52:11,750 --> 01:52:10,639
learned about i basically um i basically

2724
01:52:14,950 --> 01:52:11,760
came back

2725
01:52:16,390 --> 01:52:14,960
and i just took a breath back in my body

2726
01:52:17,669 --> 01:52:16,400
and

2727
01:52:19,990 --> 01:52:17,679
there were some other things that had

2728
01:52:22,470 --> 01:52:20,000
happened occurred there but i can go

2729
01:52:25,270 --> 01:52:22,480
into it some other time and

2730
01:52:28,229 --> 01:52:25,280
i just remembered very being very very

2731
01:52:34,629 --> 01:52:28,239
weak and as i laid there

2732
01:52:38,950 --> 01:52:36,709
um as i lay there

2733
01:52:40,070 --> 01:52:38,960
there was um

2734
01:52:44,229 --> 01:52:40,080
there was

2735
01:52:46,709 --> 01:52:44,239
an auditory actual voice that i heard

2736
01:52:48,950 --> 01:52:46,719
and it just said now that you know how

2737
01:52:51,510 --> 01:52:48,960
does you know how this game is played do

2738
01:52:53,910 --> 01:52:51,520
you want to still continue playing it

2739
01:52:55,750 --> 01:52:53,920
and i was like i don't know that i said

2740
01:52:57,589 --> 01:52:55,760
it exactly in this way but it would have

2741
01:52:58,390 --> 01:52:57,599
been like the equivalent of like [\h__\h]

2742
01:53:00,229 --> 01:52:58,400
yeah

2743
01:53:02,950 --> 01:53:00,239
you know it was like this overwhelming

2744
01:53:05,270 --> 01:53:02,960
excitement because it all made sense

2745
01:53:07,510 --> 01:53:05,280
how it works why we're here and why

2746
01:53:08,709 --> 01:53:07,520
we're doing what we do and i wanted to

2747
01:53:10,790 --> 01:53:08,719
play it

2748
01:53:12,470 --> 01:53:10,800
and the second i said that and completed

2749
01:53:15,189 --> 01:53:12,480
that thought

2750
01:53:17,270 --> 01:53:15,199
you know i immediately just started

2751
01:53:19,430 --> 01:53:17,280
feeling nauseous and all kinds of things

2752
01:53:23,270 --> 01:53:19,440
and just ran to the bathroom and just

2753
01:53:25,109 --> 01:53:23,280
did some ungodly things the point was

2754
01:53:28,229 --> 01:53:25,119
the poison and all of that was just

2755
01:53:31,510 --> 01:53:28,239
flushed out of me and cleaned out i've i

2756
01:53:33,669 --> 01:53:31,520
felt like a newborn baby you know and in

2757
01:53:35,830 --> 01:53:33,679
every way you know just everything was

2758
01:53:38,950 --> 01:53:35,840
out and i could just even feel my body

2759
01:53:42,070 --> 01:53:38,960
that it was like a new beginning that

2760
01:53:45,589 --> 01:53:42,080
you know it truly was like a cleansing

2761
01:53:47,750 --> 01:53:45,599
in in more ways than once and um

2762
01:53:51,589 --> 01:53:47,760
and then basically just it was

2763
01:53:53,430 --> 01:53:51,599
you know happiness but you know for

2764
01:53:54,950 --> 01:53:53,440
for quite a while meaning like just

2765
01:53:57,109 --> 01:53:54,960
feeling happy for that day and then

2766
01:53:58,950 --> 01:53:57,119
following day but then um

2767
01:54:00,470 --> 01:53:58,960
about two to three weeks from that

2768
01:54:02,629 --> 01:54:00,480
moment later

2769
01:54:05,990 --> 01:54:02,639
um in those three that three weeks

2770
01:54:07,350 --> 01:54:06,000
period i just felt uh deeply

2771
01:54:10,229 --> 01:54:07,360
um

2772
01:54:14,390 --> 01:54:10,239
uh deeply depressed i was depressed and

2773
01:54:15,910 --> 01:54:14,400
i i because i understood so much i knew

2774
01:54:18,390 --> 01:54:15,920
so much

2775
01:54:20,310 --> 01:54:18,400
but nobody will ever know and

2776
01:54:22,470 --> 01:54:20,320
i what it was the whole point of me

2777
01:54:24,550 --> 01:54:22,480
experiencing what i did when

2778
01:54:26,470 --> 01:54:24,560
i don't feel like telling people i don't

2779
01:54:28,229 --> 01:54:26,480
want to sell it to them you know it's

2780
01:54:30,390 --> 01:54:28,239
like i you know it was something that i

2781
01:54:31,910 --> 01:54:30,400
experienced for myself it wasn't this

2782
01:54:35,270 --> 01:54:31,920
great big thing where i just wanted to

2783
01:54:37,669 --> 01:54:35,280
run out and tell everybody you know and

2784
01:54:39,030 --> 01:54:37,679
it was just this day in day out where i

2785
01:54:40,950 --> 01:54:39,040
just barely

2786
01:54:43,750 --> 01:54:40,960
made it out of bed i went to work and

2787
01:54:45,669 --> 01:54:43,760
put on a smile but i was just it was

2788
01:54:47,030 --> 01:54:45,679
truly the depression that most people

2789
01:54:48,550 --> 01:54:47,040
that that

2790
01:54:51,030 --> 01:54:48,560
through most of my life always heard

2791
01:54:52,229 --> 01:54:51,040
talked about but never had that until

2792
01:54:54,790 --> 01:54:52,239
that moment

2793
01:54:57,910 --> 01:54:54,800
and so that's when basically when i was

2794
01:55:00,149 --> 01:54:57,920
just laying there um i would thankfully

2795
01:55:02,310 --> 01:55:00,159
had a huge water tank so it was like a

2796
01:55:03,830 --> 01:55:02,320
80 80 gallon water tank so i would just

2797
01:55:05,750 --> 01:55:03,840
go in the shower and i would just sit

2798
01:55:07,589 --> 01:55:05,760
there and i would just have that water

2799
01:55:09,350 --> 01:55:07,599
go over me and i would be depressed

2800
01:55:11,510 --> 01:55:09,360
absolutely not knowing

2801
01:55:13,350 --> 01:55:11,520
what what is the point

2802
01:55:15,030 --> 01:55:13,360
you know because here i'm back again i'm

2803
01:55:16,870 --> 01:55:15,040
not connected with where i can

2804
01:55:19,350 --> 01:55:16,880
immediately get information again and

2805
01:55:21,910 --> 01:55:19,360
again i'm back being the ego of adnan

2806
01:55:23,910 --> 01:55:21,920
again and so here i am going back to

2807
01:55:26,790 --> 01:55:23,920
life again right i said i want to play

2808
01:55:29,109 --> 01:55:26,800
this game so okay how do i play it and

2809
01:55:32,790 --> 01:55:29,119
that's when i um when the water turned

2810
01:55:33,830 --> 01:55:32,800
cold after i don't know an hour so um i

2811
01:55:36,470 --> 01:55:33,840
finally

2812
01:55:38,629 --> 01:55:36,480
i was reaching out from for the towel

2813
01:55:40,390 --> 01:55:38,639
and i was about to to grab it getting

2814
01:55:43,109 --> 01:55:40,400
out of the shower at the same time i

2815
01:55:44,550 --> 01:55:43,119
just got this chill down my spine with a

2816
01:55:46,629 --> 01:55:44,560
download

2817
01:55:47,669 --> 01:55:46,639
and which was this

2818
01:55:49,430 --> 01:55:47,679
i saw

2819
01:55:52,310 --> 01:55:49,440
the entire it was

2820
01:55:54,709 --> 01:55:52,320
very similar not as intense but similar

2821
01:55:56,870 --> 01:55:54,719
to how it was during my experiences

2822
01:55:58,629 --> 01:55:56,880
where i just understood you know it was

2823
01:56:00,550 --> 01:55:58,639
then shown to me because this part i

2824
01:56:02,629 --> 01:56:00,560
didn't go over

2825
01:56:05,189 --> 01:56:02,639
you know during my nde experience this

2826
01:56:06,629 --> 01:56:05,199
was in the physical it was shown to me

2827
01:56:07,589 --> 01:56:06,639
how

2828
01:56:10,470 --> 01:56:07,599
um

2829
01:56:13,270 --> 01:56:10,480
when i was nine and eight years old how

2830
01:56:14,790 --> 01:56:13,280
i went to this community center for kids

2831
01:56:16,229 --> 01:56:14,800
while all the other children were doing

2832
01:56:17,750 --> 01:56:16,239
something else i was sitting in front of

2833
01:56:20,709 --> 01:56:17,760
the computer trying to understand what

2834
01:56:22,629 --> 01:56:20,719
this thing was you know in the early 90s

2835
01:56:25,510 --> 01:56:22,639
you know and then later on

2836
01:56:27,669 --> 01:56:25,520
this person out of nowhere came to our

2837
01:56:29,990 --> 01:56:27,679
uh i guess this ghetto where we're

2838
01:56:31,589 --> 01:56:30,000
living in uh or like um i guess they

2839
01:56:33,270 --> 01:56:31,599
call it more of a camp where they kept

2840
01:56:35,350 --> 01:56:33,280
all the foreigners in germany when we

2841
01:56:37,510 --> 01:56:35,360
first fled from bosnia to there they put

2842
01:56:39,430 --> 01:56:37,520
us all in one spot well out of nowhere

2843
01:56:42,070 --> 01:56:39,440
we got this knock on the door and this

2844
01:56:46,149 --> 01:56:42,080
woman said i'm offering typing lessons

2845
01:56:47,109 --> 01:56:46,159
this was like maybe 1993 1994

2846
01:56:49,189 --> 01:56:47,119
and

2847
01:56:51,030 --> 01:56:49,199
out of nowhere my dad was like you know

2848
01:56:53,350 --> 01:56:51,040
yeah this sounds something sounds good

2849
01:56:56,709 --> 01:56:53,360
for you to learn and i did not dare

2850
01:56:59,109 --> 01:56:56,719
speaking you know say no and so

2851
01:57:01,510 --> 01:56:59,119
i went and learned how to type right and

2852
01:57:03,669 --> 01:57:01,520
then later on like met people that

2853
01:57:05,109 --> 01:57:03,679
taught me about websites and learned how

2854
01:57:08,149 --> 01:57:05,119
to design websites and how i use

2855
01:57:11,030 --> 01:57:08,159
computers all of that was just

2856
01:57:13,030 --> 01:57:11,040
flushing into my head exactly showing me

2857
01:57:16,229 --> 01:57:13,040
that not one single thing was an

2858
01:57:19,189 --> 01:57:16,239
accident and that i'm basically got and

2859
01:57:21,669 --> 01:57:19,199
gained all the information that i need

2860
01:57:24,870 --> 01:57:21,679
to be able to start

2861
01:57:27,350 --> 01:57:24,880
ufo hub and i saw the logo and

2862
01:57:29,750 --> 01:57:27,360
it was it was that's why it's you see it

2863
01:57:31,750 --> 01:57:29,760
in black with just white writing because

2864
01:57:33,669 --> 01:57:31,760
that's how i saw it ufo hub with the

2865
01:57:34,870 --> 01:57:33,679
circle around it to represent like an

2866
01:57:38,629 --> 01:57:34,880
alien ship

2867
01:57:39,669 --> 01:57:38,639
and about hub to say that it includes

2868
01:57:40,950 --> 01:57:39,679
all that

2869
01:57:43,510 --> 01:57:40,960
you know covering

2870
01:57:45,990 --> 01:57:43,520
basically all alien cr related type

2871
01:57:47,510 --> 01:57:46,000
things and so

2872
01:57:48,310 --> 01:57:47,520
that's why initially before i had this

2873
01:57:53,669 --> 01:57:48,320
blue

2874
01:57:55,750 --> 01:57:53,679
just white circle with that and and

2875
01:57:57,589 --> 01:57:55,760
again it's a black background so of

2876
01:58:00,229 --> 01:57:57,599
course knowing graphics i went and

2877
01:58:02,149 --> 01:58:00,239
created and then i just sat down and for

2878
01:58:04,870 --> 01:58:02,159
the first three months

2879
01:58:06,950 --> 01:58:04,880
i didn't try it but if i had to

2880
01:58:08,870 --> 01:58:06,960
for three months i had so much energy

2881
01:58:10,310 --> 01:58:08,880
that i could have easily went without

2882
01:58:12,149 --> 01:58:10,320
sleeping just

2883
01:58:15,189 --> 01:58:12,159
programming and you know back then you

2884
01:58:17,189 --> 01:58:15,199
still had to do html and javascript and

2885
01:58:19,350 --> 01:58:17,199
you know php and do all these you know

2886
01:58:21,109 --> 01:58:19,360
do more programming to have websites uh

2887
01:58:23,750 --> 01:58:21,119
whereas nowadays it's so much easier

2888
01:58:26,470 --> 01:58:23,760
just using squares squarespace or

2889
01:58:29,430 --> 01:58:26,480
wordpress but anyway um

2890
01:58:31,910 --> 01:58:29,440
i just had all that energy i

2891
01:58:34,629 --> 01:58:31,920
you know i needed to then start it and

2892
01:58:36,470 --> 01:58:34,639
it was so exciting it was like this most

2893
01:58:38,629 --> 01:58:36,480
powerful overwhelming feeling i could

2894
01:58:40,550 --> 01:58:38,639
possibly imagine i was just like it just

2895
01:58:42,390 --> 01:58:40,560
it gave me that purpose that i needed to

2896
01:58:44,390 --> 01:58:42,400
do and that's how i then started the

2897
01:58:48,709 --> 01:58:44,400
first interview and so on and so on and

2898
01:58:50,790 --> 01:58:48,719
then led me to today but anyway that is

2899
01:58:53,510 --> 01:58:50,800
as long as this story was this is still

2900
01:58:54,950 --> 01:58:53,520
in short of what what had happened to me

2901
01:58:57,109 --> 01:58:54,960
uh during the

2902
01:59:05,669 --> 01:58:57,119
um the near-death experience and the

2903
01:59:08,390 --> 01:59:07,510
okay all right well thank you all very

2904
01:59:11,750 --> 01:59:08,400
much

2905
01:59:13,350 --> 01:59:11,760
i appreciate you all for

2906
01:59:16,550 --> 01:59:13,360
for um

2907
01:59:19,030 --> 01:59:16,560
for being here and

2908
01:59:20,790 --> 01:59:19,040
thank you for just tuning in to either

2909
01:59:22,550 --> 01:59:20,800
listen to me or watch some of the other

2910
01:59:25,030 --> 01:59:22,560
interviews it

2911
01:59:26,709 --> 01:59:25,040
brings me joy in knowing that

2912
01:59:29,030 --> 01:59:26,719
you guys could potentially learn

2913
01:59:30,790 --> 01:59:29,040
something from it and

2914
01:59:32,470 --> 01:59:30,800
you know i'm glad that

2915
01:59:35,109 --> 01:59:32,480
out of all these different places and

2916
01:59:37,030 --> 01:59:35,119
sources that you considered watching and

2917
01:59:39,109 --> 01:59:37,040
listening something on my channel so i'm

2918
01:59:39,990 --> 01:59:39,119
always i'm always grateful to you for

2919
01:59:41,669 --> 01:59:40,000
that

2920
01:59:44,229 --> 01:59:41,679
and um

2921
01:59:46,149 --> 01:59:44,239
yeah but for now you guys have a good

2922
01:59:48,390 --> 01:59:46,159
weekend thank you all again for tuning

2923
01:59:50,790 --> 01:59:48,400
in on this friday uh next wednesday

2924
01:59:54,070 --> 01:59:50,800
we're gonna have open lines again at 7

2925
01:59:56,310 --> 01:59:54,080
00 p.m central time uh friday at 7 pm

2926
01:59:59,589 --> 01:59:56,320
central time i'm going to have penny

2927
02:00:01,270 --> 01:59:59,599
kelly back so i'm hoping you can call in

2928
02:00:03,990 --> 02:00:01,280
and ask her some questions

2929
02:00:04,790 --> 02:00:04,000
we're going to do maybe a majority q a

2930
02:00:06,950 --> 02:00:04,800
but

2931
02:00:09,030 --> 02:00:06,960
uh in the beginning i'll just have her

2932
02:00:10,790 --> 02:00:09,040
give her some other updates or any news

2933
02:00:12,870 --> 02:00:10,800
that she might have before we go into

2934
02:00:15,990 --> 02:00:12,880
the q a i want to give you guys more

2935
02:00:18,550 --> 02:00:16,000
opportunities to ask these people that

2936
02:00:20,470 --> 02:00:18,560
you know come on so you get your answers

2937
02:00:22,070 --> 02:00:20,480
you know your answers to your questions

2938
02:00:23,589 --> 02:00:22,080
so i think

2939
02:00:25,510 --> 02:00:23,599
you find that a little bit more useful

2940
02:00:27,430 --> 02:00:25,520
than just always just sitting there and

2941
02:00:30,790 --> 02:00:27,440
and listening so

2942
02:00:33,189 --> 02:00:30,800
again thank you have a good weekend and